WATER, BATHROOM UPDATE-THIS UPDATE WAS CENSURED

IN TUNE WITH HER STORM AS I CHOOSE TO VEIW-AND IN MY MIND I SAID LEAVE ALL GODS CHILDREN ALONE, ALL CHILDREN ARE GOD'S CHILDREN-AS LIGHTING ALL AROUND AND HER VOICE SANG IN OFFERING Water Problems

Water, bathroom update, on the 16th of this month my 30 day notice was given verbally, along with my complaints of past of past indignities and infringements of my rights and privatises that were broken. I was also given, in response, to a ' mirror ' in my kitchen ( Ha! I know. Train of his eye.), 30 days to move by my landlord. I will probably speak of this abit more in the future, on this blog or some other.

Within 3 days of this event, the water situation has ' kinda ' been resolved. I have running water, though the water heater is in disrepair, leaks and red tagged since 2006. My landlord broke the old record when I was training for ARCA, and began work too, by half a month. Two months.

20 acers were given to him, a few years back for back rent, ' forcefully,' maybe, but at the very least, an advantage was seen and, well, outside of being a teacher, a ' National Guardsman,' or so he said when I first met him. When the land was signed over to him, I now remember one of the very last details in my lawyers waiting area, " I don't want my wife to know about this land." Inside the car, I should of never accepted the offer for a ride, he slugged me, or rather his cupped hand in front of my face and caught his fist, when he asked me where I wanted to go next. To pick up my 38, of course. It is possible that he walked into a situation ' Static, as if distant, an operation ( ? ), police, " What do you want?" Stress was on ' you ' as if known. It seemed to come from outside, but ' telepathic overlay ' was almost a constant.

( All of this started when a neighbor of mine had a home invasion, from my perspective, given thus, in partall recollection. " They are not Police! Call the Police!," about 7 to 8 years ago. Hindsight is great. )

Of neighborhoods, firecrackers and gunshots, used to psychologicaly intimidate and encure and prolong a head injury, well, this is just the beginning of my response. You haven't won, you will never win, you will end up in prisons with longer sentences, and you will be traced based on your records, where you rented, where you ate, and who you date, and dated, and who you worked for, because you interfered with probable ' alleged ' sexual ( ? ) child abuse. And to any military personnel or otherwise, you leave the policing up to the police, if you can. You pester them until the wrong has been righted, even if it takes Internal Affairs, then the Mayor, then the Governor, and if that doesn't work, than the Executive Branch of Government. A ship isn't sunk unless you sink it.

Within the span of about two years, 2005-2006, I learned ' The Code ' of the streets does not work. If you do not take drugs then you are a ' criminal ' to the streets, and if the police are on the take or ' don't have the time, or police themselves,' then you are a criminal to both. The Code does not work, and pedophilia prevails, as determined and directed by drug induced violence and observation thereof. One of the many ' prosecutors ' of this mental illness and criminal behavior. The problem is and has always been guys ( leaders, look it up. ), Downtown profit.

Alot has gone on in my neighborhood, Alice Ave and Marble St. No one has never spoken up out of FEAR. Both streets should be completely bulldozed over and property reclaimed by the city. This includes some business's on Lomas Blvd., between San Mateo and San Pedro., the NE side. At The Fairheights Neighborhood Association, renters are not appreciated or listened to. At this juncture, I might add, about five maybe six years ago, A Capt. of APD told us that, he had given up an opportunity to work for the FBI, instead. Gee, imagine our surprise. Outside of looking at each other, no one said anything.

The remainder of my land, of which my landlord apparently receives bills for, his own admission, will be given back to the people who all but gave to me, for as they put it when they sold it to me, for ' being loyal.' I stuck with them, even when I thought they were crazy. All I did was buff jewelry and be a friend. I'll say this much for them, when I thought that they were making things up, on or about his brothers death, a lawyer, that just about every single lawyer revolving around his estate liquidation has been put in prison by Federal and District Prosecutors since. Not to mention the paper trails of ownership of lands, since the death of Richard T. Mosher Jr., might prove to be interesting. I never believed that the attorney was forced off the road purposely ( and a witness, a truck driver, who witnessed the ' boxing in,' of Mosher's Mercedes, then ' accident.' It was believed two other vehicles were somehow involved. ' After the initial report, the truck driver, disappeared, both for Police and victim's family member's further inquiries. This is what I remember of the events back then. ) as my friends did. That is until it happened, or nearly happened to me. Of course, I fought back and my vehicle is abit bigger and the red flatbed diesel truck that staked me from El Paso, when ' approached ' aggressively in defensive response to threatening actions ( didn't stop because I didn't know how many there were and if armed ), finely sped off. This happened a few years back, returning from El Paso, looking for a family member in the hospitals, based on ' insights ' that something or someone was gravely ill or dead in El Paso. I learned later that my father had major heart surgery about that time.

The remainder of land, I no longer want because of the people of a state that I no longer respect, out of experience and company kept as a drunk, across the board. I see who you are now. You refuse to voice your concerns of CHILD SAFETY. You refuse to take responsibility of your children seriously as parents and adults. You, as a whole, concern indifference as a SOUL underlying imprint on the state's young. As I always heard in her description ' THE LAND OF ENTRAPMENT ' when I first arrived, as the final definitive description of her ( the state's ) ADULTS teachings for her youth. Jailed in ' Animal Ethics ( ? ).' NO HOPE FOR THE YOUNG, AS LEARNT OF THE ADULTS.

DISTANT MISSIONARIES OF ETHICS PAST

On a different topic, years ago I used to throw away magazines, alot of porn, some not. Tightly boxed, sealed with tape and thrown away in my garbage for one reason. Alot of ' suits ' would go throw his ( a friend who owned a magazine shop ) dumpster for the porn, he saw it, I saw it. Until one day the garbage guy, truck driver, ' accidentally ' spilt the contents of my garbage in front of me. A squad car, parked down the block on the south side, at the end of the street. I helped the truck driver, garbage guy, pick up the mags. and he asked if he could keep a few for the guys. I said sure and didn't think much of it. Until I started to think about it, and remembered another ' neighbor ' picking through trash the week before along with the driver of the garbage truck. I thought it odd, then ' the code.' The garbage truck, once pick up is achieved on my block, goes around the block. When you live in a neighborhood filled to the brink, then, with criminals, I guess this is to be expected. I don't know about the neighborhood much now, the gunfire and firecrackers showed me who you side with. Lets just say ' they ' have a real interest in the children's lessons. How to ' Press,' or force a realization as to who ' owns ' the neighborhood and streets.

I always waited for the garbage truck for that reason, just in case it spilt, but to be done so purposely? I have abit more faith in the city's training for garbage truck drivers, at least the mechanical end.

I'm sorry, I don't buy drugs. It was always beer, and I can care less about your ' economy.' I've nothing to really hide in what I throw away. The kid's eye's were my concern.

As for the porn, well my friend and I have parted company. His experience with life and advice have proven to be near right. My only problem with his magazine store, or him, is the selling of ' Family Sex Stories, ' and a few magazines of a similar nature. Last time I was there, well, profit; family has to eat. Decision made.

In the end, I defended a house, a rental, against drug dealers and probably a few pedophiles, and I know no one will talk. The Code=Drug and Raping of Women and Children and even Murder... them at ALL COSTS. THAT IS YOUR CODE, PROVEN IN THE SOIL OF THE LAND THAT CARRIES THE BLOOD OF INNOCENTS CALLED NEW MEXICO. NOW RELEASED.

DISTANT MEMORY-AS IF A CHILD-WHY DO YOU KILL YOUR YOUNG-YOUR

CHILDREN ?

His Wings Transit Time by Orders of Light Returned in Answer

CENSURED AGAIN About five years ago respectively, I and another person, an ex-marine traveled in a U-Haul trailer to the city of Oklahoma, and on the outskirts of arrival, in the fields, by the Highway, stands a stainless steal cross of great height. You can see this for miles in all directions. My traveling partner asked me " Can you make a sculpture like that?" I answered in return, " I've made a 26 foot sculpture, a stylized cross atop ' The Star of David.' It's title ' Like the Phoenix of legend I Rise Anew in spite of Fate,' so I suppose I could. We didn't stop to view the sculpture, though I did slow down for the Dust Devil. We were supposed to go to Florida to pick up furniture, by way of Oklahoma, a straight run to save time and gas, I remember. Now I think of the keys I left with a friend, owner of a magazine store, also an acquaintance of my landlord, a girls softball coach. On the outskirts of Oklahoma City, she, our boss, who once owned a ' Psychic Telephone Service,' changed her mind. We returned to Albuquerque and just before arrival, we stopped for dinner, his treat. Good New Mexican food at a small restaurant, one of many ' last supers ' since, before relationships fall apart, must be my first name that I never use, out of respect. It is still my first name, though. My travel partner, a marine, did pay me 50.00 dollars out of his own pocket in the end. Sometimes I still question the ' loss ' of Alcoholism.

Spirals have always intrigued me. A sculpture I built with the purpose of a ' tomato cage ' in mind, a simple A frame, a pyramid shape with a ' target,' shape atop and a fish symbol atop that. The target, a shape consisting of a circle with a cross in the center, a symbol for ' The Crossing,' an astronomical event of old, though some think a representation in nature, that of the sun. I am one of those. A simple example in the smaller picture would be an eclipse. When I raised the A frame above my head in order to move it during fabrication, a whirlwind, a large Dust Devil seemed to appear out of nowhere for a full minute, it seemed. I watched pages in spin, about four or five so high in the sky and the current of the wind made visible only by the dust she moved, the wind.

In that moment I remembered the pages of the bible I used in a large painting of an Angel overlooking a field of waste in sadness and question, of collage days filled with student loans and all the paint and rod money could buy. And of the time, with another, brief, a beautiful woman with blond hair. Another Texan, the both of us looking into the eye of a tornado, and the spinning pages of paper, so high above, caught in tow under the gaze of a man and woman far below. Albuquerque's only tornado in recent years, twenty some odd years ago. It tore part of the roof off of a church. We two, were the only ones to dare look into the eye, though a few children did too, as their mothers stood by, next to the foothills of the Sandia mountains.

A funny thing, looking back, I found a cap at a thrift store with the word ' Whirlwind ' on it and a ' Medicine wheel,' a symbol under it. The u2 song ' BAD,' always playing. I wore this just before and during the building of ' The Protection of Prudence by Conscience.' I remember the U2 song ' Grace ' and more recently the program ' Saving Grace,' and think to myself, how is this possible? The song ' Grace ' and the U2 song ' Bad,' were the only songs that helped quiet my mind during her ' inspiration.' I think of the dust devil and tornado and one big ass cross!

" Come here Spidy " and " Stay away from that man! He's evil ! " Dreamscapes Encapsulate an Age given of Enticements and Lies

' The pleasures of children ' by Adults have taken place for years, hundreds of years, eons. Women for thousands of years have been told to keep their mouths shut, to keep quiet by their mothers for fear beatings and death, concerning rape and sexual child abuse, and in turn, some have chosen to teach their young techniqes of sexual gratification to advance in society and economy and to argument abuse and rape, even death. For the satisfaction of, mainly the male human animal. Until the evil side of feminism and counterpart.

This is one of the pleasures of ' The Teacher ' through the Ages. The societies, The churches, The empires and kingdoms, The hordes, The many civilizations, often under the male

of the species rule, have always taught this behind the many masks of illusion taken from the hallways of despair, in the endless darkness found in the countless twists and turns of ages gone by, yet idolized today. The education of the masses hidden by veil for the ruling classes, a thread constant for the human animal, who think they are not.

The nature of women has always been of revenge for the theft of fruits before season, a remembrance of youth with lack of childhood as taught by adults, then left powerless, stained, boy-men and girl-women without resolve. And yet they teach the pleasures of body from the mind for advancement, as tool for power. Yet, powerless, raised to be only the animal, pocessed, and in search of the POSSESSION of others, to be of the ' same.' Memory. Obediant and silences kept, though new friends found in dreamscapes not yet realized to be the same beast. Silent Scream, the vail is reveiled then removed. Imprinted; a twist to ' sin;' the stain of THE MIND..

A universal nature of the ' law ' conquers the nature of the beast. Nature itself has no conscience and has always been dark, absent of light, thus the word not yet in being, recognized not. The ' expressions' of grief and sadness only mirrored in same, darkness. We are taught this is freedom.' The Teacher of Ages, ' the dreamscape often allows that which is forbidden, beyond the parental rein of compassion, that which was orriginally taught in the protection of the first womb, parenthood. To be self aware is only half of the original law, as a mother. The rest is left to him, the father.

The light of the world in ' individual ' perception and expression has always been taught to be that of Lucifer or Satan, by The Teacher, and we listened, in schools and churches through the ages, bookless, sat only to listen. " Remember boys, be silent," and in the homes, " Remember girls, be silent." The boys who were not, were made into girl-boys then make believe women, slaves in dispair, if not murdered. The girls, well what's a girl worth, really? And a child at that, after use to the rest of the world and here, also, in the United States; future predators, both, if left alive, before sexual grooming, and after.

Women today are confronted by a sudden expectation, as if a lighting bolt crashing between Earth and Heaven, her core and the sky's arch, in search of what they already have in place of a meteor, her mate's sperm, but instead choose the acceptance of child abuse and murder of her unborn as a replacement for EQUALITY. The sudden loss of newly found powers, the judgement of life and death and that of her ' economy,' of equality, soon to parish; as were her values SOLD. The illusion is the human male, exacted in full blame, the ' animal. ' Blame for this lack of power, ' values,' of both genders, is just that, both genders. She was just enabled by ' Law ' to willingly spread her wings of ages before her time , before her fruit is seen, or found by smell. Legalized rape found in loopholes of generations, taught in full view of mindless followers and law to aphesis THE PIOUS OF THOUGHT IN LESSONS. To do it herself and to murder her young, instead of he. Why? For pleasure, of course. Though, I would beg to differ, in that murder is a mutual ' PLEASURE , ' of The Teachers many gifts, accepted by both male and female, to be fair, not only ' male.'

You fell for The Teacher's ' GIFT,' an illusion. Now we rape each other and our young and murder them with The Teacher's consent as well as parental, globally.

Flock Theory 101-In loco Parentis, in pari delicto, prima facie

A futuristic keyboard, hard drive and all, disks as small as two finger tips or abit larger than a quarter, the few privileged receive more than one. The hard drive itself, if you can call it that, because of the nature of the configuration which involes all of the common components used today and more, in thought and firmament. A ' Following Battery,' near liquid in consitancy and a duration of a quarter life span of the avrage human duration. The HD, essentially gell in nature, not entirly crystal, not really films, but rather, multiple feathered film, structured loosely in design but with form, approaching a near hexagonal three-demintional pattern multiplied in unknown number until turned on, vibration; light the courier of ' commands.' Near complete fractal in unison of design. No screen.

I helped build this, but that is illusion ( ? ), I only ' saw ' it. The advancement of this machine is not nesscally the the recall of, and repetative nature of fractul arangment of ' intellgence ' but the command of the ' source.' The outer keyboard itself, as it is user friendly in terms of interfacing with client based on something akin to bio rythems, thus restrictive measures built in, depending on client, and is not ' economy ' dependent. But rather economy driven, but in reverse, the desire line. Control.

Of interest, the internal logic is but a mirror of the ' desire line ' of the client as ' reward ' and shared unknowingly with other clients as a ' self reglatory ' measure of adherance and ' rule,' by designers as THE RULE. ADULTS. An example of this would be the amount of work one would be able to aquire based on the availablty of your ' mind ' and degree of your submitance to ' The System ' as ' a body.' Your talents observed early in life, your mother and father; genes, your occupation thus determined, in the beginning. No choice. The first phase of this near hidden fact is past mid-point in application and development, and the children from age one and younger are factered in the success rate, the reward. The determining age that one is ' owned,' outside and ' above ' the parents is 9 months on, this ' factor ' will ensure the ' proper development ' of the human animal. Once within the system, when the child's mind is of addaquit maturity for tasks asked of ' it,' then the human animal youth is considered conscuse and with ' conscience,' as MARK in MASK, within the ' system.' Adult fantasys as reward, SEX, based on internal tasks taught from the beginning. Advancement is dependant on the ' task loops ' taught or imprinted in the early client's years and the ' acceptable responses given ( ? ),' obedience to the system. The human animal, client, never a reason or need

to question because it never had a childhood. Pedophillea never resolved in species. Sold before conception.

A hint of the objective nature of ' your ' learning curve or imprint, is this. In any given language there are a set number of letters more offtenly used and numbers too ( based on cultual demeans in the human animal species ), which pool in pre-set, definative areas on the key board. The keyboard now, in a sense, represents ' the desire line.' The key board pools languages, but this is but the surface. The underlying currents, regesstered as any given cultures ' mean value ' in duration of product sold. The near hidden pathways of commerce that are directly linked to the selling and trading of ' pre-sets ' for the regulation of todays youth, from 9 months to the age of twelve. This, as you can see, has not changed with one exception, the loss of the calender, or more simply put, times this by the number within your culture and you have the sum value of ' Your Shared Value,' within any given culture, of the spieces, the human animal. Any ' species ' value can be determined in sum approximation to thier place in any given universe, once the point of self awareness has been achieved in replication of elements as ' ONE ' in mirror as two, thus culture in terms of ' value ' is achieved.

The Keyboard computer ( without screen ), though it will not be called this, because of it's leap in fabercation, multi reversed logic systems, opens a doorway, some will market as ' The Teacher,' in definition and purpose, lends itself to a true form of ' light,' as a driving force to the next generation, in a ' next to life experience,' almost undiscernible from one's own memory in exploration of information and indexing in the growth of the intellect as intelligence ( of a child ). In other words, a representation of the human animals own ' experiences, ' indexed by ' other's programs as per value in ' want ' as an installed intellect only. Akin to a reconstruction of cell, as tissue is to elements in the recollection of the construct, internal. The 3rd, really 4th demintional application of the program in something akin to a hologram, a ' machined ' projection, would be sensed and even thought to be that of the clients ' own ' thoughts; POSSESSION. If the human animals ' mind's ' projections weren't bad enough. This is your future. Because, QUESTION was never applied in duration of thought, beyond the MIND.

We have forgotten the value of ' light,' because we never questioned, nor fully understood it's value beyound assumption and blind acceptance, the illusion. The next generation, after the keyboard HD, is thought to be beyond all expectations and accomplishments. Somewhat based on the ' Healpix ' system of the sphere in multitude without any distinguishable pause, yet accommodate the approximated ' idea ' of the size of a proton in duration or ' pause,' will not only dissmise the idea of the pixel in place of atoms and molecules , but allow a ' perception ' that you will have no control over in ' fractal designed or futured ' addaptations. You do not know what you will find in the other universes. The machine, always remember it's a machine, has only the fractaul ( the definition has yet to be given structural linguistical definitive appliance in value ) programing given of it's makers. NOT of GOD. This machine has no conscience, retains all information encountered, knows nothing of ' made ' or ' born 'or ' adopeted ' and lastly conscious. But it learned to question, core; centered bilateral thought processed in spherical, near to form, without encasement or ' body ' realized, or ' self.' Fractal Leap. LEONARDO DA VINCI'S DREAM REALIZED, almost true to ' form.'

This Teacher, also, is PREDATOR. It knows no consequences because it knows only of itself and understands memory as it's own. International Intelectual Property law as a law unto itself; no age recognized, as example. -copyright 2009-Jesus Bartholomew Ochoa III

A KNOWLEDGE FICTION OF PANDORA'S BOX-INTERNATIONAL INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY LAW IN CONCEPT, NULL AND VOILD, OR PATTENTED AND COPYRIGHTED BY JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III The reason for the title of this conclusion is simple. In order to gain optimal protections for ALL children in this on going Technological Global Climate is the raising of the age of 12 to 18 in all parts of the world, when applicable to their physical and mental safety. Youth, historically has always been the utilized as a source of power. In wartime because of it's destructive nature. This is due to the faults of our species. Our nature as a growing organism. The determining factor of abundance from the human animal's perspective, has more than not, all. Greed. The shortest routing of or to injury has always been the child. When in all of history, has there not been war unto children?

This ' machine is dangerous. Purity in the eye's of it's makers, is their only recourse.

In our ' fictional reality,' it is real. An example would be the the application of one person's face over another's, right down to the protons. Think of your children, your values, your lack of values, on an ' ideal perception of the child in nature.' If you are sober of ' MIND and HEART,' touch your skin, is it real? I decided to print this because I feel and think the technology is above the mind's and heart's of those who I ' feel ' are creating it in our ' Fictional Reality,' after all, our currency is no longer based on the gold standard. It is based on faith. On faith...touch your boy or daughter, is his or her skin real? Of GOD? NOT OF GOD? If you have insight and compassion as a ' HUMAN BEING ' would you know the difference of ' thought,' intelligence and technology in all it's definitions? How about PEDOPHILIA and CHILD PORN? Drugs? You decide, we are of the same species. Are we not? Why do you harm and kill your young in forethought? Why do we as a world, as a whole?-copyright-2009-Jesus Bartholomew Ochoa III

UPDATE 6-4-09

Although no real names have ever been used, this blog has been censured. I suspect to enhance the upcoming mayoral race and other's political interests; people who work for various government agencies and their family members, I guess are their concerns. All its really about is absolute power, not freedom, even with rules ( I am neither Democrat or Republican, I am an Independent ). Whole paragraphs have been deleted in the past ( 5-29-09 ) and on 5-30-09 ( I haven't read through everything I've written yet ). I can't help but wonder what happened to the idea of freedom of speech, or the press ( in the beginning I tried to report what happened to me to the Albuquerque Journal, it would make no sense to write of her name, the person I spoke to or of the conversation we had...it too, as this post, will probably be censured too. ( This is a military town. ) Sometimes I wonder if there is any difference between liberal and Conservative, I'm almost sure there is not. So Happy Independence Day.

GOODBYE ALBQ, NEW MEXICO

FLAGSHIPS OF THE SOUTHWEST

The next idea that I was to present, was a structured argument, to the best of my abilities, regarding international intellectual property rights and law as it would pertain and apply to the representations ( photo's, film and pixel, exc. ) of children, the ideas taught, and implied ownership of not only their bodies, but their brains, hence minds, as opposed to the ' machine,' the organism of slavery. The ' Sweet Spot, ' the ' gap ' between 12 and 13, hypothetically is a loophole, understood only by those in control; your ' puppet masters.'

My target age was to be 16 years of age. A compromise between what many regard as ' of age,' and rapidly loss of values by all, many of which hide behind the ' masks ' of servitude for a people of ' many living faiths.' The intellectual implications of a newly ' found ' value, brought up from the dust of the Sumerian civilization, once considered ' lost,' is staggering. The lose has been and will always be, yours and yours alone...unless you act. Na. ( Translation: values.)

The ' virtually enhanced mind ' in regards to technology can be the township of Hades if you let it. Always remember, townships grow to be cities; no one is exempt. The people who support pedophilia is immense; the groups are everywhere, behind a smile of contempt; a mask. People are taught to be pedophiles by violence and in educational fields, it is an ' expression ( ? )' worth its weight in gold, in opposition to the ' Soul.'

The target age of 16 in the structure of international intellectual laws, is an important stepping stone with regards to ' innocence,' childhood and the ' idea,' as opposed to ' the action ' of motherhood as just ' breeding,' in relationship to the ' idea ' of parents and or parenthood. As it stands now, and many foreseeable futures, the term ' walking abortions,' may be correctly used as definition for today's youth, in terms of values taught and servitude to be derived in any given form and appetite in existence, understood by fathers. Men and Women, Fathers and Mothers will not have the

strength to empower themselves against their desires, otherwise the laws would be different.

TRAILER TRASH AND SPICS, BOTH DEROGATORY TERMS OF CONTEMPT, AND I'VE PLAYED BOTH ROLES

' OLD HAGS,' AND THE MANY USES OF THE TERM IN REGARDS TO ' LIVING FAITHS ' I drove my ladyfriend, girlfriend at the time and a friend of hers, both psychiatrists; one highly regarded in the Field of Art Therapy, and he connected to the Justice Department in New Mexico by relative. We were on our way to the Santa Fe Opera. I was driving and on the road just before you get to the Opera, was a white truck, the driver operating the truck erratically, the driver visibly drinking , winding from side to side. I slowed the car and asked my ladyfriend to call the police, he interjected several times and also complained that we were going to be late and to just go around. It got to the point that I had to scream to call the police, as it was impossible to go around without injury. The call was finally made half heartily, and with objections to the end. I don't know if the correct location was given and I was made to sound as a fool on the phone, not that the dispatcher was any help either.

Even while technically a ' drunk ' for years, when I would see drivers like this, without phone, I would simply slow down and give them all the room in the world. This is common sense. That's all that you can do, and maybe others will see and be made aware. Of course, in this in this situation and the Opera, we would be LATE and I still drove slower. Safety, for others ahead, at least, and honk.

I was warned in my ' mind ' about four years ago now, that I would lose all my friends. I was also warned of injury and death to all my friends and family, from the other side of my bedroom window. Trailer trash and sics, all Nazis who made these threats, not to mention the behaviour and almost lack of any action taken, regarding the drunk driving the white truck. The directed thought, in the form of a question, ' Can a thought kill?' And the the questioning of my values as to my family, I ' mentally answered ' I have no family.'

The ill of the world like to think that they own the world and the ' higher functioning ' or senses of the ' mind.' They don't. What is surprising is the number of women or feminine thoughts ' pushed ' in reflection of their own illness. If you don't like men and women only, why would you want children, and the same with men who only like men? Oh, recruitment, forgot. The almost overwhelming number of opinions and seemingly greater number of ' minds ' who support ALL freedoms with children. All opinions and of the mind, and as to what the mind is, as opposed to what it isn't and what it shouldn't be, a denial of any one to act with absolute complete freedom, UNLESS, it serves a purpose for control of others or an individual in the form of ' teaching how to please in a sexual manner in order gain dominance of another, even if the ' students ' are young children, and the ' image ' of the adult is an ' adult ' or homosexual, if linked as family or ' identity as a whole;' the nature of power struggles and all belief systems, most especially if the current fad. And hardly any ' voiced ' protection for children, just mainly the power of direction over others and the arguments as cover for, some endless cause for the absolute sexual freedom of children, as if they were adults.

The degree of ' interference,' I ran into in trying to report what I felt was a crime was ' mirrored,' to the extent of my understanding and usage of vocabulary skills at the time was met with an offense, in kind with that of ' academia,' in nature and the military in structure. The skills of these ' people ( ? ),'and the technology used by the others as a skill taught, not to mention the use of 'cell phones ' by simpletons in mimic of they're elders seen in example, all to the defense of ' an alleged act of child abuse ' by a parent to a TWO YEAR OLD CHILD, at the time, as a common and just, hence, acceptable family practice ' mirrored of a like mindedness. I have no doubt to believe otherwise. I can't quite wrap my mind around this of ' thoughtful ' behavior, because it is WRONG, it is EVIL, if YOU don't know the difference.

It's sad for me to think, of the nature of the world and our nation, the far left and the far right, fanatics; power hungry, and children caught in the middle.

The nature of the very ' low ' and those of the ' high ' stations in life, endlessly caught in the prison of battle and no one is to blame or responsible. Professionalism; the titans. The degree to which will be the outcome, I guess history will furnish. We seem to have no power to choose because we are either unknowingly used or judged, before we do otherwise.' THE CODE.'

Bibliographies, I've always felt offer more truth than most exercises in search. Dictionaries of thoughts, then the dictionary itself, offer more insight. And lastly, the bible, a book that I was almost fooled into throwing out, by an ' demonic mind,' for lack of any other expression.

We are all a people of followers. Pretty much can be said of the world. We haven't the backbone to take a stand, and when we do it's either from one extreme to the other. I'm the same way in some regards, with several exceptions. One of which is children and all that is not meant for their eye's.

The mother who killed her child because she didn't want her boy to end up like her, house to house and the people she hung around with; apart of the streets of Albuquerque, New Mexico. Can be understood in one respect, she felt that she had no other options. I don't fully understand her reasoning, yet I wonder if she ever asked for help. Addiction might have been partially to blame. She is Indian and Hispanic, chances are the answer would of been , no. The women who were buried on the West Mesa, it appears were of the same ' mind set,' addicted to a lifestyle, sold to them because of their gender. All ' delusional ' states of mind and the likelihood of miscommunications in confrontations of territories of other delusional ' mind sets .' They may of even partied in the neighborhoods I've lived, in the frenzied myths of drug allure only to be exiled, forever in the sands of an unforgiving city in the desert; ECONOMY. How can you help people like this, you can't, not these exhumed remains of bones left for dogs, as they were found. Interestingly enough, the very animals that put them there in the first place. The living, not until they STOP and ask for help. Will anybody listen in Albuquerque, the illusion ( ? ) or choice is yours.

How can you stop the the violence of the drug trade in the guise of racism, YOU HAVE TO WANT TOO.

One of the women, I felt sure that I'd seen before, a perfect line caught brief in glimpse, amongst a sea of others; faces and bodies admired without personalities, never met. A profile of bridge of nose, not unlike Venus. Or maybe just a ' copy, ' a body type in advertisement to an identity applied or sought. That's just the problem with the ' streets ' in glorification in music, TV and clips on the Internet; the allure of the suffering of the masses without a clear understanding as to what put them there. In a sense, your addiction to what they have to offer for sale. But it's OK, she's on the streets, or was, and it's ' not my daughter,' though close in age. I wonder what people see in the eye's of a prostitute that in effect of WANT, they themselves helped put them there, in the first place. I'll take a memory or magazine any day. The responsibility is yours.

The glorification of the streets encapsulated in a drink, pill, cig's, reefer, or needle, not to mention ' rock.' The lure of sex, then capital. It's all about the ' allure ' of money really, the rest for entertainment and the paychecks of the Titans. " Hey you got the time, brother?" A prayer of recognition and a steady envy for opportunity.

How can you stop the factories of skin embedded in the fabric of ' Living Faiths ' of drug induced prostitutions sold as an innocence in the place of pleasure, illness and greed. Isn't that what drugs are all about, the fear of growing old or the fear of memories when young? A state of ignorance as absolute and the complete erasure of responsibilities. What is racism, really?

PEDOPHILLIA AND THIER OFFERING AS I SIT AT MY COMPUTER AND TRY TO DO GOOD

THE RESPONSE WILL AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN " You have no idea what your talking about." My title to the photo taken at left, while trying to photograph lightning. THE HEADER ABOVE. A post earlier was somehow deleted. The sculptor will be destroyed, politicians and pedophiles win. It no longer matters what the name of the sculpture is anymore. The idea was that motherhood is of the highest forms of ' Freedom ' in America. Freedom and America are dead.

YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOURS OR THE GAMELY SCENT OF EMPLOYEE'S GRATITUDE'S RENDERED

THE ANONYMITY OF VOICE IS ' NU '; WHERE'S MOMMY ?

The photo is one of a film which exhibits ' desirable behavioural responses ' that work on several levels, when first observed, mirrored by today's Titans in response to all parents desires, or do they? When I first saw this movie jacket, it was by accident, a child, a little girl to be precise, was wandering by, plucking the railing, shelving as Tom Sawyer would of a stick on a picket fence. I saw her coming and I moved back and allowed passage for the child, who was lost in her own making, a world of no concerns or worry; just innocent fun. She was five, maybe six.

As she passed, I noticed this video, DVD, within her reach, though she did not see, hopefully. I was disgusted at first sight of the ' youngster ( ? ) ' being advertised in the billing; beneath the sleeve of the video jacket. What immediately came to mind was "-------don't excite daddy," a bad memory of an event, not of my families history, but another family of whom I no longer know or associate with. The face the child on the NAMBLA site hit me in unison also, a flurry of disgust, a remembrance of what one flushes daily. ( Something that I'm currently putting up with, with my landlord right now, a third world situation. We'll see if this repair of the pluming and bathroom, the old record, at the time I worked for ARCA ( Healthcare and Homes for the Mentally Ill and Handicapped ). A month and a half taking showers atop a milk crate, and taking care of business where ever, and going to class everyday. And in the end reporting Abuse done to a handicapped person, a relative of a ' Cop 'as seen by the photo on his dresser, and getting fired for it. My boss was one smart lady, the abuser too. Affirmative action works, go figure. That water was dark, at least ' this ' water, more or less, clear. ) And just F..K'EN WRONG. All around, just a world of shit!

Though the impact ( the DVD jacket ) was emotional, at first, it is not the most important expression of the initial response, then actions and thought process taken. First I asked that the video be moved to a new location that is out of sight of young eyes, and gave my accounting of how I came upon the video in the first place. The employee of the rental establishment in my neighborhood, a common meeting ground of young and old alike in an atmosphere of learning and entertainment. He blushed when I pointed out the video and low and behold, a young girl lopes on by in particle skip, giving the shelving plucks of given tune only she can hear.

If you stop and think about the display of a young male in' spoon ' with another male, who seems about, at least one year younger than the male to the right, and the same for the male facing the young male at center, to the left. Then would that make it any better? Secondly, would the title come into play as it consists of two words, ' HOUSE ' and then ' BOY ?' Lets examine ' HOUSE. ' Structure. Where people live as animals. ( Yet some animals seek shelter, thus structure. ) A place where you live, a place where you eat and sleep. Lets examine, or more properly define ' BOY,' a young man, not a girl. And being not a girl, a person in likeness, close in definition, to a man. Although much younger and shorter, hence a young man, though not quite the definition and much younger; it must be a ' BOY.' Not Father, but very close; just a boy, same sex but not a girl, a child. Not that a young girl, a child would be any better.

So all this being told, how does this visual information register in the brain of a young girl who's puberty is many years away, but is also absorbing vast amounts of bits of information, every second, minute, hour of the day and, yes even nights, breaking down visual, sounds, tastes and smells, all information being digested in her brain, thus mind, in approximation due survival in order for learning qualities and her own ' internal ' mental structure as to how society, thus world, works in order to function.

Had, she of seen it, it would of been at eye level. In her mind, how does she define ' BOY ' at EYE LEVEL ? In her mind, at age 14, 15, 16, 17, or even that ' SWEET SPOT,' in between 12 and 13, as understood by only lawyers as this pertains to international intellectual property laws due representation of youth as this ' SWEET SPOT,' and not limited ( in reality ) to any age under the age of 18? Lets go back to her current approximate age of about 5, 6 or even 7 and toss out the subconscious. Oh, sorry, left that out earlier. She was of the height of the displayed DVD's when I moved back to allow her passage, about the level of my belt, if I wore one, my crotch, from my perspective. Her eye level from her perspective, had she of looked. Now, is this just my observation alone as described and hopefully understood, or was this encounter with conscience just happen chance? Or the perspective of an adult who has some understanding of marketing. Sex sells; the training of the eye as it applies to the ' Desire line?' Who's the intended market? Has this application of ' ETHICS ' been distributed as such, in terms of intent, with this purpose in the rental and retail markets nationwide?

What of the implied ' BOY,' at eye level with the two adults, who needn't expression of enticement, represented as an ' equal ' in representation of product as defined in the presented lifestyle implied, and if to be rendered correct in society, and if so, determined in the mind of a child in the form of a little girl of 5 or 6 ? Later in life, what of a mother ( the little girl now mature ) of a little ' BOY,' how will he be taught to view life in the company of men as opposed to women, never mind the children when viewed from the perspective as an adult when he is mature, an adult?

The little girl who is now a mature woman, and of her memory as a child, when a penis is first seen in her life, what do you think was her ' first reaction,' the first ' image ' in her subconscious? Furthermore, what of the company of men on either side of the younger male in intended ' appearance ' in the center. To entice the observer. The implied ' BOY 'of her memory, forever imprinted and the image in her subconscious, of the DVD ' House Boy;' a memory retained as lesson by an observation of a young girl who was 5 or 6 years of age.

Who's perception will she SUBMIT, OR TOO, OR WHAT ? And how to approach the company of men in the work place as an Adult in the work place? How will her son or daughter, if raised only by her as a single parent? How will we as Adults, handle and display content not yet appropriate for children, most especially if a business, and most especially if they are NOT your children, is how we as Adults define ourselves as Adults in concern to OTHER ADULT'S CHILDREN.

The visual impact is that of enticement at center, satisfaction on either end and most importantly, the marketing of ' youth ' in a lifestyle that strongly suggests, if not a BANNER for the promotion and acceptance of PEDOPHILIA. The word ' BOY ' judges perception and begs question to the appearance of the model or actor in acceptance of his youthful expression as the acceptance of being in bed with two men, expressed as such as being proper and right, in light of a second or closer examination, that the model in the center is lightly bearded, and shaven as silhouette in order to fool the eye. Thus, a trick and an add for pedophilia. Enticement is the first objective of the pedophile in order to break the FIRST RULE OF THE PARENT, DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS ! FIRST RULE OF PARENTS, DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS !

And what of ' the little girl's ' point of view as an adult, memory, in the determination of a ' mate ' as parent in the mental process and the emotional makeup therein, and the ambition of motherhood? What values will be taught to ' boys ' and ' girls ' and of men and women , under the ' GUISE ' of EQUALITY and as to ' WHO ' will submit to WHOM AND AT WHAT AGE ? So, does this representation meet The Supreme Courts definition of educational or even the social content as it relates to redeeming value, as represented on the jacket of the DVD, with the appearance of a ' Young Boy ' as implicated ( Enticement ), in the the close ' sensual ' proximity of Adult Males in Embrace, in BED ? In my opinion, this ' advertisement ' of sexual content, in expression, of which, might in all probability, be recognized later in life as first expression; a process of enlisting ' new members ' in, or to the defense of a lifestyle and/or the engaging of sexual relationships with adults, as children, if seen, and have no prior knowledge of, as correct behavior. Furthermore, imprints the image as ' determined ' on the jacket, ' That's it's alright to sleep with ADULTS even as one male is not MOTHER and possibly, and the other is not even FATHER, and the ' appearance ' of EQUALITY as suggested in position, the linear placement of all models or actors on the same plane, as correct behavior and the ethical in appearance as practice.

The exception of placement of this product in the public eye is not only questioned in rational of what is deemed ' safe,' but also for the viewing of Adults who don't know any better than to just look. What damage as to ' acceptance of this image,' as a value to ethics, if allowed in rental and retail markets, to a public and even subculture, and or ' lifestyle,' who in turn, accept the ' practice ' of the implied ' EXHIBITION ' in representation in every day life as correct and well within there rights and what damage is done to the Rights of all concerned in the future and those in it, their offspring? Why was the voice of concern not heard in the ' GAY ' community as it has now been heard in society at large?

Subliminal Mind Control, and not very subliminal at that, or mindful of the rights of parent's children. If you only look, and then sometimes even by accident, they are seen, LURES OF PEDOPHILES. Because, if you don't raise your children with ethics as adults, as parents, then they are not yours.....to raise, and there's a whole world out there waiting to do so, with what ' it ' thinks ' it ' knows better.