Thursday, October 22, 2009

THERE ARE NO MARTYRS

Al-Qaida ( terrorists ) and Pedophilia in new mexico have won. Your children have no value in the blind of law.

A BLIND OF WHITE LIGHT HAS NEVER SEEN A state LIKE THIS ON THE PLANET.

' The Christo ' may have been taken by a man, if so, you may know this sculpture placed First at the new mexico state fair in 2002, I believe. The workers in the yard had my permission. The other head belongs to ' Prudence ' the child.

There are no martyrs in life, only victors. ' Of The Heart,' A man stood in a courtroom, hand in gestured motion to his chest. God Bless.' The man ' was not me. Money and corruption in the ' blind ' of law, won.

I fought this battle with all I had after being attacked by my neighborhood of ' silence ' and drug dealers and the few police they serve, including ' you,' because somebody had to. That is the reason why. God Bless the meek.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The Regina Dream-My Mother's Middle Name



As a man said, years ago, I think, by my window, " By the time I get done with you, you wont trust any one, even your friends," about five years ago, sometime in the night.


I went to court seven days ago, simply because my conscience in the form of a ' female voice,' said " If you don't go to court, then everything you have worked for ( the children ) will not count." It will be lost. Tonight or tomorrow morning I am leaving town. Thank you...so much...for paying your bill. The state made it's determination, keep it. The hearing was taped, evidence was entered, one piece, here. I never lied; I fought people, you can't win against, but you have to if change is to be brought about.



Another thing, Sheriffs deputy's with badges around their necks who yell ' hello ' and forcibly open the door, twice, the first, perhaps placing or stepping inside a dewling, should be aware of their surroundings. Directly in front of him was a pistol ( BB gun ). If your going to act like a ' jerk,' and break the law, how are we as people of a community to feel when one of our officers are wounded or killed? Please be careful in the future, strong arm tactics might not work with other people, you can thank God that I woke up to my landlords behavioural traits and accompaniments.



On a different topic, I once heard, " Barty, do you want to see some kiddy porn?" I turned my head and saw ' her ' ( a one time friend ), in total shock-horror at what she saw. For a moment, I thought she had said it. It wasn't though, it was her son from a prior marriage. The voice was real, said out loud. The ' direction ' " We need more proof," and other suggestions, were ' mental.' ( And to whoever you were, I can't remember if I saw genitalia. The child was nude, standing in the bathtub, wearing black high top boots.) Her son's voice came from the direction of the bathroom, where he was given a bath by her boyfriend. Her son was seven at the time.

I could say of other events that I witnessed with these people, however, I must cation that this is a DIRTY business BEYOND COMPARE. Also, the ' mental health,' of all concerned, mainly the children, is to be considered first. Sexual grooming is a Dirty business. This is far worst than porn.



All the ' interference ' caused by you people, a near two week delay in reporting the alleged abuses. ' You people have no idea what you did to me.' I forgive you. Yet I am still responsible for the delay. When you practice the skill of remote viewing, most people are unaware of the doorways that are opened to other minds.



Major Danes, Thank You and fuck you. You are right, you don't want these people in your head. Yet I am still proud of what I was able to do. In my own way, I'm a mean ' Son of a Bitch.' I would do it all over again. I came across ' Social Engineering ' in my observations, of a lifestyle that is readily available to all children, yet no one wants to talk about it IN DEAPTH. The ' HOW TO END,' the dirty end, the ' grooming end.'


Not ALL people are bad and I'm no saint, BUT I WILL STAND. I HAVE AND WILL ALWAYS TAKE A STAND. I leaned my lesson one night, " please don't hurt my baby," " please help me," then the thunderclap of the gunshot, a sigh; the quiet. " This is insane." I spun the ' world ' in my head. I lit it ' afire.'



Fear and the weight of my father around me, in the hallway, grasping my thirty eight, alone; the quiet. " This is insane." The gunshot came from outside the house, as did her voice silenced. I have asked God's forgiveness, and despite any number, I will defend, even though ' told ' to stay down and all that went with the ' command.' Father or not...



Remote viewing is real, what I did was ' study ' more than one method. also with, lets say, ' brainwave ' EEG, technology along with others. RV is not a toy. And no, I've never looked into peoples bathrooms or bedrooms.



If you should find yourself in a ' dream,' and the other is uncomfortable, leave. I have done this, more often than not, depending on consciousness. That should be the goal.



As far as New Mexico goes, you got what you wanted from me. You pushed, and I shoved back. I was right. Now your land is worthless to me and your ' Army ' that you serve and bow. Don't come knocking at my door or ' barring my way ' or projecting ' don't come back,' you are a Pedophile State until you PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN, and parents, having kids, doesn't mean LEAVING THEM WHEN THEY ARE GROWING UP...YOU ARE THE ADULTS!!!



THE PEOPLE WHO ' SNEAKED ' ME WERE TEACHERS, RETIRED MILITARY, AND ACTIVE, INCLUDING COPS AND DRUG DEALERS. THEN CHILDREN, FOR ALL INTENSIVE PURPOSES, AS THERE ELDERS DID. AND AS A ONE TIME FRIEND TOLD ME, " YOU'LL NEVER FIND OUT WHO THEY WERE," MAYBE SO, BUT I SEE THIS LAND UPSIDE DOWN, IF YOU DON'T STRENGTHEN YOUR LAWS.



ARE YOUR CHILDREN WORTH THE TOILET PAPER YOU TEACH THEM TO USE? YOUR LAND CERTAINLY ISN'T. SO MUCH FOR DEEDS.



I am an Artist. I create. I'm going to do this somewhere else. Maybe Austin, Texas. I did what I could...I will rebuild her as mother again, in defense of childhood.




Thursday, October 8, 2009

THE EXCAVATION OF GRACE

FAITH IN A NEIGHBORING REALM
We recently had an election in Albuquerque, New Mexico. The city and her people now have a new mayor soon to take office. Mr. R. J. Berry.
I am certain Mr. Chavez's resolve for the furthering of protection for the city's youth is secure and perhaps not gone unnoticed in the world's eye. THIS IS THE FUTURE.
The idea of Faith, tempered with all that can be bared with concern for this city, can be a lesson that if faith is practiced above hope, with reason, then prayers in plea for a safer city for all including her children can and will be answered. All peoples of all cultures and languages. All peoples of age and interests ( legal of course ).
I voted for major Chavez two times in my life, it is not important when. I've always felt I've voted my conscience. Thank you, Major Chavez.
SO YOU MAY KNOW WHO YOU ARE; THAT WHICH IS YOU, THAT WHICH IS I. TO STAND.
In my neighborhood, the last name Berry, is well known. It has been for years. R.J. is of lesser known duration to neighbors, other than a probability of being filed under ' Home Invasion.' He lived because he fought and then asked for help. I helped him; I called the Police. As it should be,' Defend those who can not defend themselves.' One of the men held an A-K rifle. I can make this ' Triad ' in examples of Faith sought and observed complete, but I choose not. Keep the Faith; have faith. I am not the only one. SHE STANDS WITH CHILD IN TRIAD.
A Navy Seal once told me that " Art serves no purpose in life," that it has no value. It is my belief that if Art serves the unity of Humanity, apart of which is the observation of God in all things seen and unseen, then it serves purpose. LIFE.
2012-2012-2012- the last of which is white or black, but this has nothing to do with race. The choice has been and always been yours...WHAT IS YOUR PERCEPTION? END CHILD ABUSE!
ALBQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO
In my opinion, the right to vote in primaries as INDEPENDENT or GREEN PARTY is needed and JUST under Constitutional LAW. The future is INDEPENDENT and GREEN; YES, DEMOCRACY IS ALIVE AND WELL.
THE WORLD
We are at a crossroads again, duration unknown. So it is also my belief that GREEN is the ABSOLUTE DURATION OF CHILDHOOD set to the stone of MEMORY in all of HUMANITIES children as GOD GIVEN AND WITHOUT ABUSE AND SEXUAL ABUSE.
We as human beings must choose between our ' animal nature ' and that which is God given, our brain and ' mind.' Both are gifts, one is of Grace and of the Divine.
" LEAVE ALL MY CHILDREN ALONE; ALL CHILDREN ARE THE CHILDREN OF GOD."
This is beyond and above all issues of race, sex, dominance issues and religious and cult belief systems. From within and the sky, " WHY DO YOU KILL YOUR CHILDREN? "
A DELINQUENT CADENCE
Any Army that unleashes on ' his ' citizenry with all ' his ' tools and skills is a sin. The sin is against that which God gave you; your ' Mind, ' your heart and your intellect. YOU WILL LOOSE THAT BATTLE, the country, ' SHE ' will see to it. ' HIS ' must never become ' IT.'
Mayor Berry, this city needs 500 more Police officers, with the refection of those to retire in the future in order to bring up the total, within two years time to a number of 1,500 officers on the streets, constant in overlapping shifts. Those who have served our country with honor, should have a waiting period not to exceed two years, but not less than one. It is my belief that a ' public interfacing ' and enter acting with family and loved ones and the public at large will be a benefit to APD and public issues of fairness and abuse. The image of APD has improved somewhat through the years, however, issues of abuse and a disregard ( old issue ) for returning solders cannot be allowed in war time circumstances, much less ' peacetime,' if there really is such a thing.
The drug trade will be severely damaged if the wartime combatants and home educated police are unified in understanding and honorable purpose in the complete erasure of ' hard drugs ' despite the ' undergrounds ' use and it's money laundering fences, so flagrantly displayed in Albuquerque's subcultures and now her mainstream ' foundations,' as everyday common occurrences, ' just business ' in full view, as if raised to be so, of her children, who have never really seen or felt a real sense of PRIDE. Anglo, Hispanic, Native American and African American, not to mention Asian Americans. ' Beauty ' as strength, seen as pride or ' Machismo,' is only skin deep.' A little more Heart.'
ALBUQUERQUE HISPANIC CULTURAL COMMUNITY CENTER
You carry, as address and as a date of birth and in part, of an idea, hard fought by my father and my mother, as is my experience and that of my brothers and sisters as remnants of and within a family that serves and perhaps, helps to bring about CHANGE. This will be Peaceful and yet with all the force of many mixed bloods of our shared violent pasts. The birth date is mine and others who have ' seen ' the world shaken as if held by an unseen hand. Have Faith; faith requires Hard Work.
Behind the center are the railroad tracks and the city's second city within, of which many Latin's have written about, the culture; here stands a sign. Within the sacred Zia Sun, is my time of birth; denotes a track for all to follow in the light of day and the night, the End of Child Abuse. All my brothers and sisters prayers answered, as was my nickname, ' brother,' as a child...serve well. Leadership. We are all of the same blood.
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE YOUR PAST IN YOUR FUTURE AND YOUR FAMILIES.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

IN QUESTION OF A MILLION DOLLAR PURGATORY

THE VALUE OF A SPECIES BLOOD
From the children of the well to do, the children of the less fortunate comes word of an indifference, perhaps of their parents only. Reflections of the imprints of their childhood's and of peers of the expressions and the ' mimicked ' opinions of an uncaring society based solely on ' left ' dollar bills to be found, and of course, of those who picks them up.
I found a ' million dollar ' bill in a parking lot recently, and gave a chuckle in response to it's placement and it's new ' owner.' I almost immediately gave it away to a youngish mother with a child in arms and a ' kinda ' teen at paces side. " Don't spend it all in one place," the ' kinda ' teen said. They were on their way to the dollar store.
The ' placement ' of assumed value, based on color and size of any ' object,' whether it be paper or not, whether it be left on pavement or placed in hand and then looked over by a younger person and determined a certain ' worth,' is, well, worth observation.
I once dated a doctor, who in the middle of the night, left me in the guestroom alone in bed, with a book entitled entitled ' Worth.' I pondered the ' awakening ' in the moment, and then returned to bed, in her bedroom. Gee, I must of had a headache, and alas, was unable to ' perform ' again, as ' duly ' expected. It must of been the books of Rome and Greece and Picasso in her bedroom, as in mine. I find it funny, that in the moments which one should find serenity and that ' feeling ' of what most intelligent people would call serin, is now only a name ' for ' a tile ( another doctor's choice for a tile used in a bathroom. At least the makers didn't color it brown ).
The transparent nature of peoples and their societies can often be found in bathrooms and if lacking of one, then nature herself. ( I for one, used to have soft porn, books, tapes and various science magazines, no computer though, and plants. ) We all ' shit,' Thank God ! But, where's the love? Toilet paper. Labels. Well, Thank God for toilet paper and societies class structures.
What is terrorism? Shit. Yes, just that, shit ( for those who are under the age of 21, ' poop ' ). We create it. We create it all the time and don't be fooled by a simple ' flush.' I was recently asked by a man, who is letting go, dying, if you will, " Who where those ' people ' who abducted us? Who were they? I know this man, I know the meaning of his question. "In this moment of lucidity, I thought ' before ' the entry of mind, a thought, old hags and old goats. This is what I know of now, the ' werewolves ' of legend, yet I wonder of the young who now process the ' wavelengths ' as taught by teachers and tools given. As to how this abduction was induced; I wonder of members of staff at the hospital or maybe the patients themselves? At this time I had found myself in nightmares and had awakened in the mist of a ' given,' a question of " what's your social security number? " From another mind. My ' feeling ' was and is, within a close proximity of the observed family. So much for legends.
Terrorism is an interesting transparency in a world where almost and probably more than half has not experienced toilet paper. I can't help but wonder of the expectations of parenthood in environments of exacting expectations due our current understanding of worth.
How much are your children worth? How much are your neighbors children worth? There not yours. What's the value of this mirrored quality? I was once given a mirror by a ' friend ' with forty dollars atop it. I trashed the mirror and have forgotten the valued paper spent. But I know I bought toilet paper.
Daughters and sons are an interesting ' commodity,' given the educations, thongs and ' Masks,' if not imprints of their mothers, if not both parents; those who would dress there child in a blouse labeling her as ' pimp,' sorry, I saw this again. What is the value, the real worth of education and mirror as imprints given to life, a whole ' species ' in earnest worth, in order to, not just to survive? As pimped? A ' broad band ' of youth ' pimped ' in a ' rewind.' WHY?
What would it be like to have 7 years of PEACE, worldwide and constant. Who's peace, that is to say, who's idea of peace? Would there be war after this peace as reminder for future generations as to the ' correct ' meaning and definition in application of this ' IDEA ' of PEACE. What NEW constructs in design for all, meaning the world, would be, if it enabled us to experience absolute peace. I have faith it will not be the aftermath of war that enables this experience. Lets hope that ' humanity ' will work together in order to achieve unity in the coming Earth Changes in order to gain abit more comfort than mere survival. Abit more than nero linguistic mind tricks of language in order to work as a whole in this transitory earth transition we all are facing. You will not survive if you don't; mirrored in children. When Rome hit bottom the temprature change in climate was about 7 degrees, plus or minus a degree.
The War of Terrorism is only a reflection of ' our ' children. At least, for now, they have the luxury of toilet paper in this ' war,' in a digital age, rewound.
SONGS OF MUSIC HEARD
To be genius is to be able to rise above all realms of terrorism in any given ' chord.' But even ' chords ' are of the human voice ' hear.' Here to listen to mother earth and all that is above; to hear as if sight. I believe that every child has the right to, at least be given the chance to try, globally. This is the REAL nature of VALUE, not worth. TO FIND MUSIC, if not to create it.
EDUCATION IS THE VOICE OF ETERNITY
Proof of mailing to ' OUR ' President, the ' ruling class ' and bureaucracy, not to mention, victims of our Patriot's Act and those who employ it ( lawyer's soldiers ), of a letter meant to help to further the protections of children in a WORLD of Pedophilia and Terrorism. This the second of which was sent to The White House, our Nations Capital; The United States of America and THE WORLD.
The Proposed Laws are soon to come, including a few more ideas. The imprinting of law is necessary for our children's value of freedom's worth. MEMORY. Some histories are best left alone until either asked about or until the age of 18. We have to be careful of what is taught and in what order due age. We as adults owe this and it is not easy.