Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The Regina Dream-My Mother's Middle Name



As a man said, years ago, I think, by my window, " By the time I get done with you, you wont trust any one, even your friends," about five years ago, sometime in the night.


I went to court seven days ago, simply because my conscience in the form of a ' female voice,' said " If you don't go to court, then everything you have worked for ( the children ) will not count." It will be lost. Tonight or tomorrow morning I am leaving town. Thank you...so much...for paying your bill. The state made it's determination, keep it. The hearing was taped, evidence was entered, one piece, here. I never lied; I fought people, you can't win against, but you have to if change is to be brought about.



Another thing, Sheriffs deputy's with badges around their necks who yell ' hello ' and forcibly open the door, twice, the first, perhaps placing or stepping inside a dewling, should be aware of their surroundings. Directly in front of him was a pistol ( BB gun ). If your going to act like a ' jerk,' and break the law, how are we as people of a community to feel when one of our officers are wounded or killed? Please be careful in the future, strong arm tactics might not work with other people, you can thank God that I woke up to my landlords behavioural traits and accompaniments.



On a different topic, I once heard, " Barty, do you want to see some kiddy porn?" I turned my head and saw ' her ' ( a one time friend ), in total shock-horror at what she saw. For a moment, I thought she had said it. It wasn't though, it was her son from a prior marriage. The voice was real, said out loud. The ' direction ' " We need more proof," and other suggestions, were ' mental.' ( And to whoever you were, I can't remember if I saw genitalia. The child was nude, standing in the bathtub, wearing black high top boots.) Her son's voice came from the direction of the bathroom, where he was given a bath by her boyfriend. Her son was seven at the time.

I could say of other events that I witnessed with these people, however, I must cation that this is a DIRTY business BEYOND COMPARE. Also, the ' mental health,' of all concerned, mainly the children, is to be considered first. Sexual grooming is a Dirty business. This is far worst than porn.



All the ' interference ' caused by you people, a near two week delay in reporting the alleged abuses. ' You people have no idea what you did to me.' I forgive you. Yet I am still responsible for the delay. When you practice the skill of remote viewing, most people are unaware of the doorways that are opened to other minds.



Major Danes, Thank You and fuck you. You are right, you don't want these people in your head. Yet I am still proud of what I was able to do. In my own way, I'm a mean ' Son of a Bitch.' I would do it all over again. I came across ' Social Engineering ' in my observations, of a lifestyle that is readily available to all children, yet no one wants to talk about it IN DEAPTH. The ' HOW TO END,' the dirty end, the ' grooming end.'


Not ALL people are bad and I'm no saint, BUT I WILL STAND. I HAVE AND WILL ALWAYS TAKE A STAND. I leaned my lesson one night, " please don't hurt my baby," " please help me," then the thunderclap of the gunshot, a sigh; the quiet. " This is insane." I spun the ' world ' in my head. I lit it ' afire.'



Fear and the weight of my father around me, in the hallway, grasping my thirty eight, alone; the quiet. " This is insane." The gunshot came from outside the house, as did her voice silenced. I have asked God's forgiveness, and despite any number, I will defend, even though ' told ' to stay down and all that went with the ' command.' Father or not...



Remote viewing is real, what I did was ' study ' more than one method. also with, lets say, ' brainwave ' EEG, technology along with others. RV is not a toy. And no, I've never looked into peoples bathrooms or bedrooms.



If you should find yourself in a ' dream,' and the other is uncomfortable, leave. I have done this, more often than not, depending on consciousness. That should be the goal.



As far as New Mexico goes, you got what you wanted from me. You pushed, and I shoved back. I was right. Now your land is worthless to me and your ' Army ' that you serve and bow. Don't come knocking at my door or ' barring my way ' or projecting ' don't come back,' you are a Pedophile State until you PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN, and parents, having kids, doesn't mean LEAVING THEM WHEN THEY ARE GROWING UP...YOU ARE THE ADULTS!!!



THE PEOPLE WHO ' SNEAKED ' ME WERE TEACHERS, RETIRED MILITARY, AND ACTIVE, INCLUDING COPS AND DRUG DEALERS. THEN CHILDREN, FOR ALL INTENSIVE PURPOSES, AS THERE ELDERS DID. AND AS A ONE TIME FRIEND TOLD ME, " YOU'LL NEVER FIND OUT WHO THEY WERE," MAYBE SO, BUT I SEE THIS LAND UPSIDE DOWN, IF YOU DON'T STRENGTHEN YOUR LAWS.



ARE YOUR CHILDREN WORTH THE TOILET PAPER YOU TEACH THEM TO USE? YOUR LAND CERTAINLY ISN'T. SO MUCH FOR DEEDS.



I am an Artist. I create. I'm going to do this somewhere else. Maybe Austin, Texas. I did what I could...I will rebuild her as mother again, in defense of childhood.




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