The new efficiency, a newer and more improved version, of intervention in the dealing with, and freedom of speech, is the enhanced capability of the government's ( The United States Military Apparatus ) concerning the capturing and quieting of all the ' terrorists ' in the United States of America, the common citizen; those who go against the grain and report child abuse.
I might one day ask this of Patrick K. Ware and Kim Parker, a couple of whom I place and hold such admiration for, like that of Mr. John X. Gonzales; theirs, a profession of such high regard in the United States of America, ( as they are all teachers, and, of both the males, ex-Army; retired. Ms. Parker's parents, CIA and NASA.-I might also add, that about this time, I was also asked to speak of my knowledge of another Patrick, a couple of friend's thirty-plus kid, about what an assistant district attorney thought were probable reasons for child abuse, and at the bequest of the defense lawyer for Patrick, in fairness. Gee what are the chances?) Of course, I tried and did the right thing, all the while putting up with drug dealers and their benefactors, their landlords, or at the very least, the holders of the title and or mortgage of the house they're tenant's were renting to buy. When David Barry ( Not to confused with the Mayor of Albuquerque, NM and APD , just a ' neighbor,' ' mafia on motorcycles,' Albq. style) screamed from a parking lot that he was going to get even with me, I guess he meant it, or at least, about, eleven people will never be able to talk about it. Gosh, a baby too!
So, Patrick and Dave, how does it feel to be in the same league with black cocaine dealers, and all the glory and family support systems, you people, along with the police who are on the take, along with the never ending ' line,' pardon the pun, of politicians who profit from your hard work, sorry, there I go again, and revenues? Makes your mother's smile and fathers proud, I Bet! I guess when these people's children grow up, they can tell us of the ' TASTE ' of...victory, that must have been instilled in them. And Gosh! Proud of Dad too, as the girlfriends, wives, or what ever this sub-cultures definition of caring spouse is.
Perhaps, the architect, Barton Prince should design a monument for all these like-minded ' suitors ' of likeness, East Indian ( really Iranian ) ' gentleness ' and concern for children, especially the baby girls and dump all the sculptures bearing my signature, and do me this honor and quiet privilege. I no longer care to be in ' the mental whore house,' now that I know of ya all's ' rules,' an open mind really isn't all it's ment to be.
What extraordinary taste and judgement I've had in people, in the past. This is going to be a long post, with the likes of ex-underwater demolition experts and public safety officials, shrinks and various other make believe people of soulless concern for the well being of children nationwide and the globe over. So, there will be more, and yes, I will leave it up to you, you decide whether or not you can discern the difference between truth and, shit! I just can't believe this is true.
SIRCLE-A-SOCIAL ENGINEERING
In a sense, this isn't even worth writing about because I have been censured so many times by ex-military, Fem-a-Nazis and proponents of child molestation and their offspring, no doubt, who know no other life. What's probably best for myself, is simply to move out of the country and watch the country that I was born in, simply disintegrate from within and dissolve away from without, all brought on by the very people who in the beginning were those, who by way of revolution, yes the American Revolution, to protect us. Perhaps that's the reason, by way of acceptance to the Union as a State, Texas left a clause in their Constitution for ' countryhood,' in an uncertain future.
In general,( pardon the pun John Gonzales ), the X generation-children, want Anarchy, so why not give it to them; ceased economy and all that it entails. In the end, cannibalism will suffice for a month or two. Then what? They're a smart bunch, teach them to eat the cheat sheets, that which has always been sacred; why not eat their drugs too and while doing so , figure out how everything works. Of course this might lend a need of knowledge, once found in books. Oops, no electricity. Oh well, Rand's ' Anthem ' never had it so good.( Ha! Inside joke for those who read it. )
I find it incredible that the ' well meaning,' long haired credants and the their oppressors, the short haired credants of the sixties found offspring, now of even less conscience encapsulated in a full knowing of a new slavery, held high to the alters of flat screens everywhere for acceptance of ' faceless peers ' as to what is right or wrong, or perhaps, better put, right and wrong, therefore, right, and not only in ' concept ' alone. The difference between thinking for yourself and the unknowingly ' accepted;' the unseen mouth of ' direction,' lent to many a ear, is simply that, ' reason ' in opposition, to simply following.
How can we possibly know the difference in today's world of millions of bits of information, bits of ' broken ' bites of little one's and zero's; can our minds comprehend this unseen competition between flesh and machine in search of audience. Why might I ask of the necessity to question? Well, did we question the necessity in the fifties ( forties too ), of the ' Mecca Boxes' in every home, where they were pumping out tons of bandwidths of radiation , a nice cross section too, for every child, mother and maid, not to mention babysitter, in ' unison,' as GOOD, but more importantly, quiet consumers. How many forms of abuse, adult or child was reported back then. We as a country were taught to BE and KEEP QUIET. In all definitions of the term brain washed, your brains were imprinted, thus the ' mind ' altered; repatterned: brain washed. Think of Hollywood's accomplice, the government, then ask yourself why, after anything you watch, anywhere you see it, and teach your kids to ask why? Commonality? All energies desired; profit or otherwise, at any cost. Ask soldiers what happens on battlefields and in towns and villages abroad; you shouldn't have to ask school teachers or antique dealers, retired military what happens in classrooms, their homes or their property in the West Mesa in Albuquerque, New Mexico, although, the children learn well...don't they?
BREATH...TO BREATH IN THE FULL EXPENDITURE OF A SINGLE STARS LIFETIME; ONE,...ONE OF COUNTLESS CHILDREN.
THE ' NEW ' EFFICIENCY
The divorce between my parents, in all it's apparent lackluster, was presented to me one night, when my father explained, quiet eloquently, the deceptive and evil nature of women, within a smile; gave me a poster of stars, that said: " you are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and stars' you have a right to be here," (as opposed to, " I raised you as if you were my own," in my junior year in high school. What can I say, I'm a product of racism; he declined a blood test back then.) he then said that he would explain later, told me to go to bed, and I didn't see him again for about three years; all five of us kids, that is. This took place about the time of the Apollo moon landing ( 1969-70).
UNLIKELY NEIGHBORS, YET SQUABBLING, DISTANTLY
Gee, if IngoSwann could only ' see me now,' or the ' like mindedness ' of a ruling elite's panderings to any checkbook at hand, for any researcher with need to fill his or hers bellies as compromise for ' food for thought,' and any ' misgivings,' a literal concern, not to mention, conscience.
I mention this, only in passing, to further distance any obligation he or his friends, mafia and government employees, at the time, might have in way of responsibility to a handful of children ( I'm sure ), who by way of their talent, or who their parents were, and a good hardy, ' How dare those kids pick on the poor adults! How dare they!.' Government employees and subcontractors, who after all, are only trying to protect the world, and our poor country, from the meanies and then exact enough proper ' guidance ' so that we may know the ' right way' in which to travel then correct direction and destination. Economy.
Imagine my surprise, when I chanced a glimpse of an Artists painting, that Mr. Swann has on his web page; a piece of work with a couple of hooded figures, one of which is extremely reminiscent of a figure who placed a star in my chest a couple of times, years ago as an adult, and even further, a similar figure, when I was a child, more times than I care to remember. A woman wearing a scarf, or the hood of a cloak, a commonality in many cultures and religions, yes, but upon closer examination of the Artist himself, his life and work, which was comprised mostly of large scale sculpture and ' my ' memory of seeing them all before, but as a child in my childhood, as I was growing up, presented me with a problem. I didn't remember, and don't remember viewing this as a child; that is to say, that, I never saw this Artists work in any of the books that I grew up with, at home, at school or at relatives homes. I never saw his work on television either. How is this possible? Where did the memory come from? It took me almost a year to figure out the possibility of mental imagery, mental footprints, if you will, by way of ' exchange ' of data ( perhaps even feelings ), in the subconscious and unconscious mind.
If what I have described is true, and I believe it to be so ( I have no ' wants ' in this regard, or even ' needs, ' just complete understanding ), then what else could it be other than ' conversations ' with ' elders.' How can this be possible? Again, I suppose it would depend on who you are and how your brain is ' hard wired.'
To be so engrossed in a project or game as a kid, with other kids, to the point that nothing else lends interest at the time, is common for most children with inquisitive minds. Objectives within the game, and of the ' game ' might ' jump out,' the next day at play. The ' melding of minds ' is common during this age. ' Wow! I just thought of that! ' ' Me too! ' The children said, at play.
A group of children is always at an ends with it's self, as are adults within a grouping of the same size and under the no different life pressures. In a sense, the bosses are our parent figures who demand of us to ' perform,' and if we do well, we are then ' payed.' Both, are examples of ' a peaking order,' until an outsider is introduced or intercedes. And to what end, malice not withstanding; who we prosper, are our elite and possible ' idols.' Example: Michale Jackson, and the late singers ' relationship ' with his fans, despite all his troubles with children, media and his family.
THE BIG BANG MACHINE-YOUR HEAD
I have tried not to judge, in the sense of condemnation, but rather to fully understand , now, a ' mind ' in conflict with a ' knowledge ' given of only a predominate male perspective as ' possible and historic ' standard and measure of all that is ' good ' in the world, as historic value. We are all products of segmented history, reflective of the ages written and taught thus; hence, a basic understanding of social engineering as ' cause,' to justify ' purpose.' But, does it really work this way? What would be the ' root ' of the ' cause?'
We are living in an age, where bandwidths of data are carriers of memes, translated by brains who's foundations in education is becoming ' narrowed ' in an service oriented economy that finds relaxation in the ' gaming environment.' Thinking is becoming a thing of the past. It's not that people aren't learning, it's the sensibilities that are being copied ( the Hadron Collider never had it better! 17 miles around and everything! Huh, Ingo! ).' Thought process ' defined in replication only, has all but superseded all; without question. We are not asking questions due conscience, and history will prove, limiting ourselves; but, how will you know?
THE WALL
If you are lucky enough in breaking threw ' the wall ' ( some would say, bad luck ), you will recognize the rotation and ' world's around you, as you have been taught and all the choices for action and even non-action ( non-reactionary ? ), all per your will. That is to say, what you will is your reality beyond your perception. What you do with this ' gift,' this ' time ( ? ),' may allow you as compass and ' bearing,' a reset, if you will. What is interesting is the near absolution and consciousness, including ' conscience,' retreading of a life already ' seen.' I am just a layman, but my ' gut ' tells me that this is not telepathic overlay, in the sense that one is ' talking ' to one's self, a ' futuristic path ' already taken. Somehow the ' time ' that you ' allowed, ' was also allowed you. As to how the ' many realm's that, may or not be influenced, all depend on your value systems taught you when connected to your mother, father in the original triad, including that ' gifted ' you by your ancestral heritage.
We have not reached the the ' comfort ' of an ' idealization ' of proper definition of the word ' human,' in the truest purity of the word's identity in definition yet. I've met no one, so far, of those I've met in my life, loved and observed; those few who until death, never gave up, in cause or passions; those who never gave up trying, never gave up trying to teach, by example, the best they could. I am a lucky student. The contradictory nature of the human species is at best, confounding.
OCTOBER'S DEATH WISH
Prayers were answered in 1962, not so much by our wanting intervention of those before us, as reasoned by the upper field's of government and academia, least of which their ' employers,' no matter governmental mechanism. The realization that a teen, at the hands of ' the button ' brought down a bird of prey, in regards to data, plus pilot, brought a situation to a close, by way of leadership from an elder, although a cold war enemy. This was a beginning to the end of ' the cold war.' Cuba's aliment of missiles on her soil by the USSR, allowed by Castro's permission. This, I believe to be the time framework of my OBE ( Out of Body Experience ).
( ALL, IT SEEMS, THAT AMERICAN SOLDIERS ARE DYING FOR, ARE OBAMA'S AND BUSH'S HENCHMEN WHO CENSURE BLOGS; FREEDOM OF SPEECH.)
A pre-cursor to the Navy Seals, an underwater demolition expert, Dan Finemark, once told me that " Art, thus Artist, serve no purpose in today's world " and " that Art is only Idol worship." A man of self emulation, and education ( how much I really don't know ) and military skills learnt of the elite, in his chosen field, wounded and layed up for a year in hospitals; his mind made up in his ' clarity ' as to ' purpose ' in his remaining years and the police who glorify him as ' Hero ' of correct conduct and ' denial ' of anyone's life in the civilian world, as seen threw their ' Utopian ' perception's, and ' Heart felt ' understandings of how everyone should, and ' Will ' live; seemingly all ruled by the ' Drug Trade,' though they will tell you, it's ' The Peoples Drug Trade.' I can only wonder of ' choices ' made, and of probable knowledge and ( maybe ) actions of human trafficking, kidnapping and murder; in the service of whom? And, furthermore, in example of youth wearing a variety of ' uniforms ' in the service of the common good of a society governed by the people, home and abroad. Well, I certainly hope it's not soldiers, maybe the police know the answers.
In today's world, how are we to judge the actions in ' peer ship,' the actions of ourselves and the actions of those in uniform, representatives and protectors of our ' social contract,' when we, not only do not listen, but we choose not to act for, and in defense of our children. Why do we kill them instead, and for what?
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