That awful ' smile ' of ' a gleeful reptilian mind set,' probably from birth, a contender amongst others for the race to the gates to hell. I remember about $400.00 dollars ' shed ' for the the guy's worldly possessions, some kept for ' gleeful,' the other given to the now ' vagrant, ' to get out of town. " This guy's really gotta get out of town!" I have wondered sometimes why he left in the state he did. If the police were after him, would that of scared him to death? I don't think so, unless I believe ALL the urban legends, and even if so, I think he would of snuck out of town. In the dark, maybe? I think what really happened is that he was ' escorted ' out of town on account of a ' bill ' owed. But first frightened to death, then safely removed. Removed from his current ' environment,' to another local? I didn't hear, or follow where, just saw that he was driven away by ' gleeful.' I'll never forget the new ' vagrant's ' eyes. And the eye's of the man with nothing to offer of his; dead eyes.
The above is my impression and what I felt then and what I feel now. I asked the furniture store owner, a friend who thought that I was Jewish, I guess kind'a sort'a Christian is Jewish too, " What the Hell was that all about?" I asked. He answered, " I don't know, must of crossed somebodies line," or something to that effect, said he.
My point with all of this, is that, if you stop the process of addiction which goes hand in hand with child abuse, even sexual child abuse, then you or someone you might know, might NOT find themselves in a situation such as this. He lost everything to people he thought he knew. Drug Dealers are no ones friends. And those addicted are just about the same. If you can not ' Feel it in your Heart,' then believe me, there was nothing ' good ' about what I saw that day, and certainly nothing ' good ' was felt of his ultimate outcome.
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