THERE ARE NO MARTYRS

Al-Qaida ( terrorists ) and Pedophilia in new mexico have won. Your children have no value in the blind of law.

A BLIND OF WHITE LIGHT HAS NEVER SEEN A state LIKE THIS ON THE PLANET.

' The Christo ' may have been taken by a man, if so, you may know this sculpture placed First at the new mexico state fair in 2002, I believe. The workers in the yard had my permission. The other head belongs to ' Prudence ' the child.

There are no martyrs in life, only victors. ' Of The Heart,' A man stood in a courtroom, hand in gestured motion to his chest. God Bless.' The man ' was not me. Money and corruption in the ' blind ' of law, won.

I fought this battle with all I had after being attacked by my neighborhood of ' silence ' and drug dealers and the few police they serve, including ' you,' because somebody had to. That is the reason why. God Bless the meek.

The Regina Dream-My Mother's Middle Name

As a man said, years ago, I think, by my window, " By the time I get done with you, you wont trust any one, even your friends," about five years ago, sometime in the night.

I went to court seven days ago, simply because my conscience in the form of a ' female voice,' said " If you don't go to court, then everything you have worked for ( the children ) will not count." It will be lost. Tonight or tomorrow morning I am leaving town. Thank you...so much...for paying your bill. The state made it's determination, keep it. The hearing was taped, evidence was entered, one piece, here. I never lied; I fought people, you can't win against, but you have to if change is to be brought about.

Another thing, Sheriffs deputy's with badges around their necks who yell ' hello ' and forcibly open the door, twice, the first, perhaps placing or stepping inside a dewling, should be aware of their surroundings. Directly in front of him was a pistol ( BB gun ). If your going to act like a ' jerk,' and break the law, how are we as people of a community to feel when one of our officers are wounded or killed? Please be careful in the future, strong arm tactics might not work with other people, you can thank God that I woke up to my landlords behavioural traits and accompaniments.

On a different topic, I once heard, " Barty, do you want to see some kiddy porn?" I turned my head and saw ' her ' ( a one time friend ), in total shock-horror at what she saw. For a moment, I thought she had said it. It wasn't though, it was her son from a prior marriage. The voice was real, said out loud. The ' direction ' " We need more proof," and other suggestions, were ' mental.' ( And to whoever you were, I can't remember if I saw genitalia. The child was nude, standing in the bathtub, wearing black high top boots.) Her son's voice came from the direction of the bathroom, where he was given a bath by her boyfriend. Her son was seven at the time.

I could say of other events that I witnessed with these people, however, I must cation that this is a DIRTY business BEYOND COMPARE. Also, the ' mental health,' of all concerned, mainly the children, is to be considered first. Sexual grooming is a Dirty business. This is far worst than porn.

All the ' interference ' caused by you people, a near two week delay in reporting the alleged abuses. ' You people have no idea what you did to me.' I forgive you. Yet I am still responsible for the delay. When you practice the skill of remote viewing, most people are unaware of the doorways that are opened to other minds.

Major Danes, Thank You and fuck you. You are right, you don't want these people in your head. Yet I am still proud of what I was able to do. In my own way, I'm a mean ' Son of a Bitch.' I would do it all over again. I came across ' Social Engineering ' in my observations, of a lifestyle that is readily available to all children, yet no one wants to talk about it IN DEAPTH. The ' HOW TO END,' the dirty end, the ' grooming end.'

Not ALL people are bad and I'm no saint, BUT I WILL STAND. I HAVE AND WILL ALWAYS TAKE A STAND. I leaned my lesson one night, " please don't hurt my baby," " please help me," then the thunderclap of the gunshot, a sigh; the quiet. " This is insane." I spun the ' world ' in my head. I lit it ' afire.'

Fear and the weight of my father around me, in the hallway, grasping my thirty eight, alone; the quiet. " This is insane." The gunshot came from outside the house, as did her voice silenced. I have asked God's forgiveness, and despite any number, I will defend, even though ' told ' to stay down and all that went with the ' command.' Father or not...

Remote viewing is real, what I did was ' study ' more than one method. also with, lets say, ' brainwave ' EEG, technology along with others. RV is not a toy. And no, I've never looked into peoples bathrooms or bedrooms.

If you should find yourself in a ' dream,' and the other is uncomfortable, leave. I have done this, more often than not, depending on consciousness. That should be the goal.

As far as New Mexico goes, you got what you wanted from me. You pushed, and I shoved back. I was right. Now your land is worthless to me and your ' Army ' that you serve and bow. Don't come knocking at my door or ' barring my way ' or projecting ' don't come back,' you are a Pedophile State until you PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN, and parents, having kids, doesn't mean LEAVING THEM WHEN THEY ARE GROWING UP...YOU ARE THE ADULTS!!!

THE PEOPLE WHO ' SNEAKED ' ME WERE TEACHERS, RETIRED MILITARY, AND ACTIVE, INCLUDING COPS AND DRUG DEALERS. THEN CHILDREN, FOR ALL INTENSIVE PURPOSES, AS THERE ELDERS DID. AND AS A ONE TIME FRIEND TOLD ME, " YOU'LL NEVER FIND OUT WHO THEY WERE," MAYBE SO, BUT I SEE THIS LAND UPSIDE DOWN, IF YOU DON'T STRENGTHEN YOUR LAWS.

ARE YOUR CHILDREN WORTH THE TOILET PAPER YOU TEACH THEM TO USE? YOUR LAND CERTAINLY ISN'T. SO MUCH FOR DEEDS.

I am an Artist. I create. I'm going to do this somewhere else. Maybe Austin, Texas. I did what I could...I will rebuild her as mother again, in defense of childhood.

THE EXCAVATION OF GRACE

FAITH IN A NEIGHBORING REALM

We recently had an election in Albuquerque, New Mexico. The city and her people now have a new mayor soon to take office. Mr. R. J. Berry.

I am certain Mr. Chavez's resolve for the furthering of protection for the city's youth is secure and perhaps not gone unnoticed in the world's eye. THIS IS THE FUTURE.

The idea of Faith, tempered with all that can be bared with concern for this city, can be a lesson that if faith is practiced above hope, with reason, then prayers in plea for a safer city for all including her children can and will be answered. All peoples of all cultures and languages. All peoples of age and interests ( legal of course ).

I voted for major Chavez two times in my life, it is not important when. I've always felt I've voted my conscience. Thank you, Major Chavez.

SO YOU MAY KNOW WHO YOU ARE; THAT WHICH IS YOU, THAT WHICH IS I. TO STAND.

In my neighborhood, the last name Berry, is well known. It has been for years. R.J. is of lesser known duration to neighbors, other than a probability of being filed under ' Home Invasion.' He lived because he fought and then asked for help. I helped him; I called the Police. As it should be,' Defend those who can not defend themselves.' One of the men held an A-K rifle. I can make this ' Triad ' in examples of Faith sought and observed complete, but I choose not. Keep the Faith; have faith. I am not the only one. SHE STANDS WITH CHILD IN TRIAD.

A Navy Seal once told me that " Art serves no purpose in life," that it has no value. It is my belief that if Art serves the unity of Humanity, apart of which is the observation of God in all things seen and unseen, then it serves purpose. LIFE.

2012-2012-2012- the last of which is white or black, but this has nothing to do with race. The choice has been and always been yours...WHAT IS YOUR PERCEPTION? END CHILD ABUSE!

ALBQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO

In my opinion, the right to vote in primaries as INDEPENDENT or GREEN PARTY is needed and JUST under Constitutional LAW. The future is INDEPENDENT and GREEN; YES, DEMOCRACY IS ALIVE AND WELL.

THE WORLD

We are at a crossroads again, duration unknown. So it is also my belief that GREEN is the ABSOLUTE DURATION OF CHILDHOOD set to the stone of MEMORY in all of HUMANITIES children as GOD GIVEN AND WITHOUT ABUSE AND SEXUAL ABUSE.

We as human beings must choose between our ' animal nature ' and that which is God given, our brain and ' mind.' Both are gifts, one is of Grace and of the Divine.

" LEAVE ALL MY CHILDREN ALONE; ALL CHILDREN ARE THE CHILDREN OF GOD."

This is beyond and above all issues of race, sex, dominance issues and religious and cult belief systems. From within and the sky, " WHY DO YOU KILL YOUR CHILDREN? "

A DELINQUENT CADENCE

Any Army that unleashes on ' his ' citizenry with all ' his ' tools and skills is a sin. The sin is against that which God gave you; your ' Mind, ' your heart and your intellect. YOU WILL LOOSE THAT BATTLE, the country, ' SHE ' will see to it. ' HIS ' must never become ' IT.'

Mayor Berry, this city needs 500 more Police officers, with the refection of those to retire in the future in order to bring up the total, within two years time to a number of 1,500 officers on the streets, constant in overlapping shifts. Those who have served our country with honor, should have a waiting period not to exceed two years, but not less than one. It is my belief that a ' public interfacing ' and enter acting with family and loved ones and the public at large will be a benefit to APD and public issues of fairness and abuse. The image of APD has improved somewhat through the years, however, issues of abuse and a disregard ( old issue ) for returning solders cannot be allowed in war time circumstances, much less ' peacetime,' if there really is such a thing.

The drug trade will be severely damaged if the wartime combatants and home educated police are unified in understanding and honorable purpose in the complete erasure of ' hard drugs ' despite the ' undergrounds ' use and it's money laundering fences, so flagrantly displayed in Albuquerque's subcultures and now her mainstream ' foundations,' as everyday common occurrences, ' just business ' in full view, as if raised to be so, of her children, who have never really seen or felt a real sense of PRIDE. Anglo, Hispanic, Native American and African American, not to mention Asian Americans. ' Beauty ' as strength, seen as pride or ' Machismo,' is only skin deep.' A little more Heart.'

ALBUQUERQUE HISPANIC CULTURAL COMMUNITY CENTER

You carry, as address and as a date of birth and in part, of an idea, hard fought by my father and my mother, as is my experience and that of my brothers and sisters as remnants of and within a family that serves and perhaps, helps to bring about CHANGE. This will be Peaceful and yet with all the force of many mixed bloods of our shared violent pasts. The birth date is mine and others who have ' seen ' the world shaken as if held by an unseen hand. Have Faith; faith requires Hard Work.

Behind the center are the railroad tracks and the city's second city within, of which many Latin's have written about, the culture; here stands a sign. Within the sacred Zia Sun, is my time of birth; denotes a track for all to follow in the light of day and the night, the End of Child Abuse. All my brothers and sisters prayers answered, as was my nickname, ' brother,' as a child...serve well. Leadership. We are all of the same blood.

IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE YOUR PAST IN YOUR FUTURE AND YOUR FAMILIES.

IN QUESTION OF A MILLION DOLLAR PURGATORY

THE VALUE OF A SPECIES BLOOD
From the children of the well to do, the children of the less fortunate comes word of an indifference, perhaps of their parents only. Reflections of the imprints of their childhood's and of peers of the expressions and the ' mimicked ' opinions of an uncaring society based solely on ' left ' dollar bills to be found, and of course, of those who picks them up.

I found a ' million dollar ' bill in a parking lot recently, and gave a chuckle in response to it's placement and it's new ' owner.' I almost immediately gave it away to a youngish mother with a child in arms and a ' kinda ' teen at paces side. " Don't spend it all in one place," the ' kinda ' teen said. They were on their way to the dollar store.

The ' placement ' of assumed value, based on color and size of any ' object,' whether it be paper or not, whether it be left on pavement or placed in hand and then looked over by a younger person and determined a certain ' worth,' is, well, worth observation.

I once dated a doctor, who in the middle of the night, left me in the guestroom alone in bed, with a book entitled entitled ' Worth.' I pondered the ' awakening ' in the moment, and then returned to bed, in her bedroom. Gee, I must of had a headache, and alas, was unable to ' perform ' again, as ' duly ' expected. It must of been the books of Rome and Greece and Picasso in her bedroom, as in mine. I find it funny, that in the moments which one should find serenity and that ' feeling ' of what most intelligent people would call serin, is now only a name ' for ' a tile ( another doctor's choice for a tile used in a bathroom. At least the makers didn't color it brown ).

The transparent nature of peoples and their societies can often be found in bathrooms and if lacking of one, then nature herself. ( I for one, used to have soft porn, books, tapes and various science magazines, no computer though, and plants. ) We all ' shit,' Thank God ! But, where's the love? Toilet paper. Labels. Well, Thank God for toilet paper and societies class structures.

What is terrorism? Shit. Yes, just that, shit ( for those who are under the age of 21, ' poop ' ). We create it. We create it all the time and don't be fooled by a simple ' flush.' I was recently asked by a man, who is letting go, dying, if you will, " Who where those ' people ' who abducted us? Who were they? I know this man, I know the meaning of his question. "In this moment of lucidity, I thought ' before ' the entry of mind, a thought, old hags and old goats. This is what I know of now, the ' werewolves ' of legend, yet I wonder of the young who now process the ' wavelengths ' as taught by teachers and tools given. As to how this abduction was induced; I wonder of members of staff at the hospital or maybe the patients themselves? At this time I had found myself in nightmares and had awakened in the mist of a ' given,' a question of " what's your social security number? " From another mind. My ' feeling ' was and is, within a close proximity of the observed family. So much for legends.

Terrorism is an interesting transparency in a world where almost and probably more than half has not experienced toilet paper. I can't help but wonder of the expectations of parenthood in environments of exacting expectations due our current understanding of worth.

How much are your children worth? How much are your neighbors children worth? There not yours. What's the value of this mirrored quality? I was once given a mirror by a ' friend ' with forty dollars atop it. I trashed the mirror and have forgotten the valued paper spent. But I know I bought toilet paper.

Daughters and sons are an interesting ' commodity,' given the educations, thongs and ' Masks,' if not imprints of their mothers, if not both parents; those who would dress there child in a blouse labeling her as ' pimp,' sorry, I saw this again. What is the value, the real worth of education and mirror as imprints given to life, a whole ' species ' in earnest worth, in order to, not just to survive? As pimped? A ' broad band ' of youth ' pimped ' in a ' rewind.' WHY?

What would it be like to have 7 years of PEACE, worldwide and constant. Who's peace, that is to say, who's idea of peace? Would there be war after this peace as reminder for future generations as to the ' correct ' meaning and definition in application of this ' IDEA ' of PEACE. What NEW constructs in design for all, meaning the world, would be, if it enabled us to experience absolute peace. I have faith it will not be the aftermath of war that enables this experience. Lets hope that ' humanity ' will work together in order to achieve unity in the coming Earth Changes in order to gain abit more comfort than mere survival. Abit more than nero linguistic mind tricks of language in order to work as a whole in this transitory earth transition we all are facing. You will not survive if you don't; mirrored in children. When Rome hit bottom the temprature change in climate was about 7 degrees, plus or minus a degree.

The War of Terrorism is only a reflection of ' our ' children. At least, for now, they have the luxury of toilet paper in this ' war,' in a digital age, rewound.

SONGS OF MUSIC HEARD

To be genius is to be able to rise above all realms of terrorism in any given ' chord.' But even ' chords ' are of the human voice ' hear.' Here to listen to mother earth and all that is above; to hear as if sight. I believe that every child has the right to, at least be given the chance to try, globally. This is the REAL nature of VALUE, not worth. TO FIND MUSIC, if not to create it.

EDUCATION IS THE VOICE OF ETERNITY

Proof of mailing to ' OUR ' President, the ' ruling class ' and bureaucracy, not to mention, victims of our Patriot's Act and those who employ it ( lawyer's soldiers ), of a letter meant to help to further the protections of children in a WORLD of Pedophilia and Terrorism. This the second of which was sent to The White House, our Nations Capital; The United States of America and THE WORLD.

The Proposed Laws are soon to come, including a few more ideas. The imprinting of law is necessary for our children's value of freedom's worth. MEMORY. Some histories are best left alone until either asked about or until the age of 18. We have to be careful of what is taught and in what order due age. We as adults owe this and it is not easy.

WHAT IS VALUE? LOOK INTO YOUR CHILDREN"S EYES.

ANOTHER THIRD Tonight at 9:25 ( 9-14-09 ), my landlord at 5413 Alice N.E., and I had a ' sharp, ' heated conversation in my front driveway, about past rent and that I was supposed to have been out of the house on the 6th of last month. I corrected him, it was the 16th. The near impossibly of moving tons of steel and trashing and donating furniture and about a thousand books, has played a factor in the delay, although no legal action has been taken.

He stated that I owed him 20 thousand dollars for back rent. I told him that I didn't. He later recanted his number figure to 16,000 instead of 20 thousand.

I stated that I didn't want him to bring young girls by my house. He stated that he had never done so. He later recanted that " that was years ago."

He stated that he would have the police kick me out. I'm sure ' history ' might repeat itself, if that was the case.

I told him that I didn't want him on the property. He and his friend's have never given prior written notice, for any ' entry,' in the last ten years. If you think about it, this is how millionaires make their money.

He also stated that my comment in my house ( 8-16-09 ) of me blaming or accusing him of setting his white truck on fire was crazy. None the less, it's what he said at the time of the young girl in his truck, a few years back. Thereafter I had to pay rent, if I had cash in the parking lot of a restaurant ( Popeyes's-10601 Central Ave N.E. ), close to Del Norte High School, at least once.

There was a morning afew years back, in which I ' felt ' that I was almost someone else, until I broke the trance. It took alot of effort. I was shredding my receipts for payment of rent, half of almost every receipt that I had, almost everything of a written nature of my existence in this house. My first lease was almost next. Too bad for some personal photos and writing. I almost even destroyed my high school yearbooks and all Art ribbons. It was a picture of and the ' voice ' of my father. A pen and ink drawing. I broke the spell of someone ' telling ' me to do this. If the night before, was like the rest, then I was ' told ' repeatedly to do so. I consider these people and their minds, some in unison, to be in support of, if not pedophiles themselves.

A BLIND OF BRIGHT LIGHT HEARD A CRY

A woman pleading for help, " Please help me," almost a whisper, after being beaten mercifully and pleading for another person. " Please help me." A man and a woman, as if in the ' rafters,' speaking to each other in quite; softly, in observation? Then a climbing down, as if upon a ladder. The woman pleading " will you help me?" A woman's response, though not clear, not understood. The first, " Please don't hurt my baby..." Then the thunderclap of a gunshot. A very short, almost silent sigh, as if a last breath. It was so quiet afterwards.

I was on the ground with a thirty-eight in hand and something on my back, something not seen, in my hallway; heavy. For many years afterwards, in my mind, I've questioned ' the weight, ' the answer almost always " You would of been killed." " You might of gotten one, but you would've been killed." Threw the fear then and reflection now, I wonder if the heavy was my father."

That night was insanity. What people do. Another night, shortly afterwards, another woman beaten again, and taken away. The police were never called, yet the ' static ' was in the air. I ran out of minutes. Knowing that ' Downtown ' was somehow involved, lawyers; a complete loss of faith, yet I believe that freedom without law, is impossible.

A dispatcher once told me, never call us again ( The Police ). A Captain once told me, never call us again.

SHELLSHOCKED-ANOTHER 1/3 DONE

" The global and dynamic character of the perception of the child has been investigated by psychologists in many lands. The child does not perceive distinct objects. He sees an " ensemble of movements " associated with the object. He participates, probably unconsciously, in these movements. When he perceives, he really wishes to act, to join in some movement around him. Action precedes visual perception. It is as if the child played with his toys before seeing them. If he recognizes them, it is not because he recognizes the objects in and of themselves, but because he experiences again the repeated movements he associates with these objects. A box, even if it cannot be opened, suggests the action of opening. It is the objectified possibility of performing an act; in the case of the box, it consists of raising the lid.

Cousinet writes: " When a child holds out his arms towards a balloon with which a little girl is playing, it is not the balloon that he desires. He scarcely sees the balloon except as a detail of an ensemble. What he wants is the whole ensemble formed by the balloon, the little girl, her gestures and himself. To perceive is for him the wish to act, to make himself part of a more or less complex activity in which the balloon is only a ' pretext.' When one brings him the balloon, he does not recognize the ensemble that he had formerly perceived. One brings him exactly what he had not perceived."---------------Mind to Mind by Rene Warcollier, Preface copyright 2001, by Ingo Swann. Interpretive Introduction copyright 2001, by Russell Targ and Jane Katra, Ph.D. Postscript copyright 1975, by Arthur C. Hastings. Originally copyrighted 1948 by Creative Press. Pages 22-24.

" The effectiveness of political and religious propaganda depends on the methods employed, not upon the doctrines taught. These doctrines may be true or false, wholesome or pernicious-it makes little or no difference. If the indoctrination is given in the right way at the proper stage of nervous exhaustion, it will work. Under favorable conditions, practically everybody can be converted to practically anything."---------------Brave New World Revisted by Aldous Huxley, copyright 1958. Perennial Library, Harper & Row, Publishers.

THE SHIFT

"Devil Girl Choco-Bar, made by an upstart candy company, uses the reverse marketing tactic, boasting that the product sucks and that it's bad for you. Devil Girl is a cartoon-packaged chocolate bar covered with a bitchin' female charater saying " Eat me!" The so-called " nutritional facts " section on the back reads " 7 Evils in One!" and lists in order:

1. Delicious taste

2. Quick, cheap buzz

3. Bad for your health

4. Leads to hard drugs

5. Waste of money

6. Made by sleazy businessmen

7. Exploits women

Sound too nasty for you? The candy industry isn't the only business impressing youth culture with this reverse marking method. In a quirky new campaign, Miller beer introduces us to Dick, an underachieving advertising guy who apologizes constantly for not being creative enough, when you actually want to root for his honest, underdog style. Look for this marketing approach to appear on everything from cereals to ice cream to clothing and cars. Soon enough, reverse marketing won't be a tiny trend but a megatrend in advertising.

But how will freestyle and reverse marketing impact the future of traditional business? The big thinkers will think on their feet, not their seats-treading the streets, connecting to the mentality of youth. ( HERE, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO THINK FOR YOURSELF, INTERNATIONAL INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY LAW AS IT WOULD APPLY TO ' OWNERSHIP OF IDEAS ' AND AT WHAT AGE. ) Open up meetings; use brainstorming as a standard; celebrate ideas. Test in the trenches, not in the focus groups. It won't be about how big the company is, but how innovative, authentic and different the brand ' appears.' If the brand is number two or three or four-cheer it. If it's number one, play it down. This is what will get the brand accepted. Because a brand is an individual-it's all about the message. the packaging and the ' CORPORATE CULTURE THAT FUELS IT.' Get mental, get real, think small, think entrepreneurial. Better start now, because the DIYs are coming to your front yard."----------------Street Trends by Janine Lopiano-Misdom & Joanne De Luca, copyright 1997, HarperBusiness, A divison of HarperCollins Publishers. Pages 102-103.

FORMATION OF AN INTENSE CHARGED-PARTICLE BEAM IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF A CURVED EMITTER-ABSENT ZERO MAGNETIC FIELD

The funny thing about allowing R.V.'s parked on private property, in the front of a dwelling, is that legally they seem to be an entity in and of themselves. They allow, depending on the owner of the dwelling, the possibility of all types of illegal activities from drug trafficking, prostitution and perhaps safe havens for wanted individuals, not to mention the vehicle for the flight of persons involved in human trafficking, sexual child abuse and kidnapping resulting from outstanding drug debts or ' snitching.' I'm sure this is not the case in all neighborhoods, but the possibility still remains; existing laws protect the main dwelling to some extent.

What is needed in our society today because of the growing problems of drug related abuse and child abuse as an exacting measure in need of societies concern, are laws that include the complete forfeiture of private property and not limited to the main dwelling, if a conviction is achieved in a court of law.

The reason this has not happened in New Mexico, Albuquerque in particular, is because, and perhaps only urban legend, the connection between the government and organized crime is almost without boundaries.

A public official who was recently tried, convicted and jailed, and though ' third handly ' heard to say, " I can have anyone 'offed ,' if I want." He was reportedly stated in laughter, but earnestly so. Yet his millions are safely stashed away and the public outcry of support was high before he went to prison, on both sides. What does this have to do with child abuse? You figure it out for your selves. Why should we care of children's balloons?

No one associates child abuse with Recreation Vehicles, yet many have been linked with illegal drug activities in other states. So it would stand to reason, that if this is so, then wouldn't statistics back up problems dealing with abuse, and then, perhaps child abuse also?

Not to mention the affliction of other problems dealing with other illegalities in some neighborhoods, until these neighborhoods ' prove ' themselves CHILD SAFE?

So, let me ask you a question, those of you who are of the reasoning type. When you were dating, what did you ' entice ' your date with in order to get her ( or him ) into the backseat? I bet it wasn't a house on wheels, coffee or porn and late night visits ' to go swimming in the neighborhood pool.'

How's that balloon doing? I beg your pardon,... adults? The absence of perception in relation to the size of the existence of abuse and Pedophilia in our neighborhoods.

The ' kidnapping ' of minds is an interesting idea, although an old one. In my neighborhood, it's the ' lifestyles ' and illegal drugs. Pedophilia is already here, it would have to be, statistics prove it's part of the mix, ' The American Dream.' Ask any ex-police officer or radio show host. R.V.'s are like refrigerators, harmfull and even deadly if ' left ' open for children.

RV AND THE ACQUISITION OF SOULS-ATTACKS ON THE NATIONAL AND LOCAL IDENTITIES

I gave an example of one of the ' enticements ' or hooks; whispers in the night, in one of my posts. It wasn't " Eat me," and though I decided to post it, I did so with considerable thought as to how it might be perceived in example to today's youth, should they happen upon my blog. I considered an Adult Content Warning, but chose not to in order to give example in some public forum, simply stated, TO FIGHT BACK.

" It's because of Television that homosexuality is being excepted. So, what are you waiting for?" Bart Prince, 2002, a conversation. local architect. By gone patron. Beware of Pretext's lid. Money isn't everything, and neither is alcohol.

NETWORKING TIME IN TEST

UNDERSTANDING PATTERNS OF EVIL

A shrink that I once dated, once told me, don't play with the Titans. Tonight, for the third time, of no particular pattern, after a ' neighbor ' had left for ?, at 3:23 am, I went on another night time drive. In no particular direction, to visit old neighborhoods were small titans sleep. The night air almost brisk, almost clean. A nice night. The memories of the founders of the cities economic powerhouses of bygone years.

The funny thing is, for the third time, no fire emergency response vehicles, ' dead plates,' or that ' ghost EMT vehicle,' rambling around in my neighborhood. No Fire Trucks. No shadowed escorts, no ' Capture the Flag,' that is unless this post is to be taken into account. My point is this, when you hire on with a city to serve in the capacity of either protecting those who can not protect them selves or emergency medical care for people of all societal economic classes, you do that and NOTHING else. You have no legal authorization to shadow anyone, otherwise you would take better care of your ' handlers ' at the midnight hours.

The ' ghost EMT vehicle,' and all that that implies, is this, if you can't leave the taste of war behind you, then you and your ' BROTHERS ' have NO BUSINESS, NO MATTER YOUR SKILLS LEARNT IN THEATER, to serve the public in that capacity or Law Enforcement, or GHOST a neighborhood in concern of your own mistakes and simple mindedness; leaving a full ice chest of pistols and ammo on your front porch in reach and possession of a neighborhood ' thug ' to assume responsibility of ownership. Then to respond with an ( alleged ) home invasion as reprisal. This is wrong, no matter the reception of the reported incident to APD.

So one third spoken to. Don't ever try to play me again. You are PAYED to ' mend,' YOU WERE PAYED TO KILL, OR MORE APPLY PUT, DEFEND. IF YOU CAN'T HANDEL THE JOB...QUIT!...OR IF THE PUBLIC EVER GROWS A PAIR, FIRED!

IN MY MIND, ALL ' THE NATIONAL GUARD ' DID WAS PROTECT AN ALLEGED PEDOPHILE FROM INVESTIGATION AND PROSECUTION IN A TIMELY FASHION, IF AT ALL, IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD.

A NEW MEXICAN SON NO MORE, BUT SHE, MAYBE, WILL BE AGAIN, BY A SONG OF WATER

LIFE LESSONS IN JUSTICE

Today, started with donations to The Salvation Army. A trip to Walmart to pick up chewing tobacco. In the parking lot I was approached by a young lady, who while crying, explained a need for monies for a motel room. She was beautiful, blue eyes and yet on the streets. I tryed to help by offering a shower and a floor. The brunet said in so many words within a maze of confused offerings, of what might be considered English; no. An Indian homosexual gave her a few bucks, I gave her 50 cents. I'm moving, and this was explained to her. Her name was Sandra. Her son's name, Scot, who is with his father for unknown reasons. I told her that I ' saw (?)' her and her son five years ago, or at least the names. Maybe she really didn't have a son. She asked me to pray for her. I did and she asked for help, I offered help.

At the steel yard, I delivered an old welder that O.K. Harris had given me. It was a dinosaur to move. The old, yet dependable Toyota SUV, that I bought with 250,00 miles on it, and still going strong after moving tons and tons of cut up sculptures and steel, even withstood, tailgate and all, the 440 pound, dead weight welder. All gone, all Art. I thought for a brief moment that the good in Harris might leave too. I remember. " Aren't women extraordinary," he once asked. I said, " Yes."

I chatted with the attendant at the yard and told her of the young woman at Walmart, how beautiful she was and how she was crying for place to sleep and clean up. How beautiful her eyes were, and how I've seen beauty in brown, black, hazel and green too. How important it is to be well educated and to take advantage of all you can in the straight and narrow. I winked at her and nodded to her daughter. The attendant smiled, " Maybe she did." I smiled brief as I shook the attendants hand. I ' heard ' the names Sonia and then Sandra as I left the steel yard, I then turned up my I-Pod and listened to Led Zepplin's ' Going to California,' and met Sandra. The people we as a society loose with thoughtfulness and purpose. Sandra said she was an orphan, foster homes, until an adult.

After my last donation of plants for the day, from my seemingly endless ' Forest,' I made a trip up to U-Haul It, and searched for an axle for the sculpture to see if making it into a ' Sculpture-trailer,' was feasible. I pictured it in my mind and came up with a design that included the springs, though of smaller dimension and hired a man to remove it for $32.50. Upon payment, the price for the the axle was well over a hundred plus. The same woman with a tattoo of ' JUSTICE,' on her lower arm, above the hand. Her price, two weeks earlier was $ 15.00, about the price, a little lower than a gentleman quoted in referral of this business as honest. Anger, alright,... over. New Mexican at heart, no longer. Will I deal with Mexicans in the future, remains to be seen. My last name, I think that's just about over.

The one thing I hate more than the word ' Nigger ' and the sorry ass white racist trash, is the RACISM that I have endured for a lifetime and more so, now that I can ' hear ' and ' see.'

Some days are just better spent asleep. The only thing worse than giving up your Art for awhile, are your plants. Everything else is expendable. The nature of green is always forgiving through out your lifetime. The beauty of plant life, infinite in color.

Someone told me once, a veteran, that Art serves no purpose. I suppose in New Mexico, he is right. What's the Navy for anyhow?

THE REBIRTH OF WHAT WAS ONCE MOTHERHOOD

WHAT WAS ONCE ACCEPTED AS INNOCENCE,

NOW REDEEMED AS INDIFFERENCE.

IN BODY ONLY AS TECHNOLOGY

THE ONLY LIGHT,

SEEN AS METAL; COLD.

WITHOUT REASON OF MIND

OR SONG, OBEDIENT WITHIN

A THREAD, NOW GONE.

TO BE BUILT ELSEWHERE

YOU WERE MENT TO BE BEAUTIFUL

AS THE WHALE SONG OF SEAS

IN RELEASE OF DOVES

AS TOLD OF THE ELDERS

My faith in economy, money; the dollar bill, comes to a complete halt when I see pedophiles and drug dealers working hand in hand, getting away with complete and total immunity, seemingly provided by law enforcement, and praised in our society for it.
Some would say that giving my land back to the people I bought it from, might be crazy. Maybe. But I would offer, that when the acts of Pedophilia and the nature of lifestyles that have and do impose the climates for foundations of it's permissibility and further growth of it's ' environments ' growth, then the ' land ' as future ' dream,' or dollar as representation of ' faith,' in spirit of ' The American Dream,' has failed.

I don't want or need to be part of this ' New Dream.' Pedophilia or murdering babies. I've already ' heard and seen ' enough of it. And tryed to stop it, knowing full well what I was up against.

Value is just that, VALUE. Worth, in my opinion, is the amount of action as a representation in faith, in duration of ' economy ' seen and experienced by ALL as action against that which has been and is harmful to our children. As a whole society.

I'm going to be fifty this year. In many respects, I don't feel it, yet, when one feels and experiences a ' system, ' or part of it ( ? ) that does not work, well one moves. No clear public distinction between what is right and wrong exists in New Mexico.

Some would say, all money is ' dirty ' money, that money is money. Maybe. I believe, to a certain extent that money is ' localized,' or it's value as a perception, in the ' Minds 'of the people within the local. I see no value in the ' local ' representation of monies that I see and have ' experienced ' as JUSTICE.

So, I will start over from scratch, in different lands of a country based on the ' notion ' of freedom and JUSTICE FOR ALL, AND NOT LIMITED TO ONLY ADULTS. Should I find ' her, ' I might want children too, in a different state that protects her young when the parents don't.

In New Mexico, one of the Clear and Present Dangers are the Ideas that if you pay your taxes, then what ever you do is legal, no mater your occupation. In combination with donations to your local police and or sheriff, then you are immune to all inquiries and implied illegality of law. Another notion is, If Jesus died for our sins, then anything you do is ' right ' and just, because in the end you are forgiven of your sins. This is not true. This is a lie. ( This is a force outside of the practice of the christen religion. Jesus gave of his blood for your sins, not the other way around, to induce ' behavioural traits ' in order to commit sins, mortal sins such as sell children, have sex with children, rape, murder, sell drugs knowing they are are harmful if not fatal and doing all of this as lessons in example and practice as ADULTS. The other perspective, is of course from the government, of the time and of the elders of a religion, to wash there hands of MURDER. This is history. For the benefit of whom, would these new rules of morality benefit? The pedophiles and peddlers of destruction, all for the pleasures of the children for the ADULTS. But who would enable this path of divide and conquer, to get to the children before the caring parental love and teachings. We all have allowed it in one form or another from those who WE WORK FOR. BLIND AMBITION AS DIRECTOR, IN ANY FORM AND BEHIND ANY MASK, as virtue. )

Five years is a long time to fight for children when you don't have any. My talent deserves more. My value exceeds weight and my faith deserves more. My value as a person exceeds weight and my faith deserves a better ' localized ' economy. You see, it was never about money. It has always been about ' value,' ethic's on a grander scale, and how to impose an idea for change. Perception in terms of value regarding ' paper,' paper that is a representation of one's faith in a complete ' localized ' economy in relation to a future environment, to raise a family, or not, but the ' option ' is ' soulfully ' and ' environmentally ' secure.

GHOSTS-' Arlington Road,' A ' woman ' told me it was a good film.

I'm not a smart person. I have found that I can be ' directed,' but I WILL speak up and voice my opinion and give what knowledge that I know of, in order to protect children. If you are born homosexual, that's one thing, but to recruit children into a lifestyle that most would consider to be, not natural, in as much as, to dominate those who can not protect themselves from others (adults ), what can I say, other than that is OBSCENE. As far as ' FALSE ' technology goes ( look up the word technology ), the ' recruitment ' process has got to come to an end. Feminism has come to an end because the welfare of ALL CHILDREN has been over shadowed by the ' NEEDS ( ? ) ' of the few.

A person that I know ( friend ? ) who is gay, once told me that DIVERSITY is best. I think now that the label ' gay ' is just that, although she might be a feminist. No one's perfect. Men are by far the worst when it comes to predators. There are exceptions to the rule, believe me. Feminism is killing ' motherhood ' at an ever so rapid rate, that pretty soon all women might be seen as men as example and the idea of childhood and family will fall to the way side as refuse. And the only memory and example of the woman's suffrage movement will be the ' taste of ghosts,' in water supplies across the country of aborted children's laughter. Children that might of been, once. What might of been, never to be, now of feminist laughter.

TRANSITION OF SKY

THE SCULPTURE ' THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE,' WHICH IS NOW ' ICARUS NEVER FELL,' BECAUSE IF ICARUS FELL, THEN THERE WAS NO FATHER, THUS MOTHER, HENCE CHILD. IN THE IMAGE OF THAT WHICH, TO THIS DAY, CANNOT BE EXPLAINED; THE IMAGE OF GOD. A GOOD MIX, NOT THAT OF ' MAN.'

I WILL KEEP PARTS OF THE STEEL, TO BE BUILT ELSEWHERE. SEALED IN A CARING GROUND.

The sculpture, a small part of it, represents a hatred of ' race,' that an artist would, out of fear of the image of a black man, seen as a ' GANG BANGER,' a person of such low esteem and quality of ' real ' life, breed out of desperation of women, who, in order to support their ' identity ' of a 'WHOLENESS OF BEING, OF PERSON, OF SELF, OF HEART, OUTSIDE OF, AND INDEPENDENT OF HOLLYWOOD IDEALS, AND HER OWN SELF IMAGE IN THE OTHER'S EYE'S OF GREEN, BLACK, BROWN AND BLUE.

I ONCE MADE A STATEMENT, YEARS AGO, TO A YOUNGER PERSON OF COLOR, THAT " I WOULD EVEN FIRE IN DEFENCE, EVEN IF THE GANG BANGER WAS STANDING IN BACK OF A WOMAN ( GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE ) AND WAS HOLDING A CHILD. I NOW AM UNCERTAIN IF HE WAS OR NOT, THOUGH I'M CERTAIN IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE. IT WAS WRONG. In short, hatred just takes up too much time. I don't even watch TV anymore and computer use is limited. The people who interfered with the reporting of child abuse, got away with it. FACT. But time is two short to give to hate.

I AM A LIVING TESTAMENT OF SOCIAL ABUSE, BECAUSE OF MY NAME, MY SKIN COLOR, WHITE, AND TALENT, NOT TO MENTION MY BELIEFS. I BELIEVE IN ONE GOD AND I HAVE SEEN, IN BRIEF, FROM DEEP WITHIN AND HIGH ABOVE, THE PUZZLE PIECES ( RACE AND RELIGION ) FIT TOGETHER, AS ONE, IN SPIRAL, AS HELIX, IN QUAD ( ' TRASH DNA,' IN SHADOW ), NOW, AND REMEMBERED AS A CHILD.

IN THIS WORLD, IF WE DO NOT WORK TOGETHER AS A PEOPLE, INDIVIDUALS WITH SOME RECOGNITION OF SOCIAL VALUES FOR ALL, IN EQUALITY, FOR THE WHOLE, THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE LOST. TRUST ME. THIS IS THE ONLY ' WATER WORLD ' LEFT WITHIN REACH. WE RACE BETWEEN ICE AGES TO BECOME WHO WE ARE, FOR BETTER OR WORSE. PRAY THE SHIFT IS GENTLE, THIS TIME. STOP GAMING, AND FILLING YOUR HEADS WITH HOLLYWOOD SHIT. THE HISTORIES OF SOCIETIES AND OF ALL AGES ARE BUT THE SURFACE, IN BETWEEN THE LINES ARE THE WEATHER PATTERNS AND HER ENVIRONMENT'S, EARTH, AND MAN'S REACTIONS THERE OF. THE SKIES OF THE TIMES HAVE ALSO SEEN VIOLENCE AND REACTED TO BY THE SPECIES, US, IN THE FORM OF VIOLENCE. THIS IS THE LAST WATER WORLD WITHIN REACH. THIS IS MY BELIEF, THE ' ACCIDENT ' OF THE MIXING OF THE WATERS OF WORLDS WAS A COSMIC EVENT, ' OBSERVED,' ONLY. IT WILL BE LEARNT THAT ' OUR ' SOLAR SYSTEM, IN THIS AGE, AS ABSOLUTE, OUTSIDE OF PAST SOCIAL CONTROLS, WILL BE UNDERSTOOD AS THE RESULT OF A COLLISION OF TWO SOLAR SYSTEMS IN OUR DISTANT PAST. NO ONE PERSON OR GROUP, INCLUDING RACE OR RELIGION, IS EXCLUSIVE OF NATURE, IN ELITISM, OF THIS EVENT. THE FIRMAMENT WITHIN, IS ALL WE HAVE NOW, AND HER, EARTH.

HOW WILL WE BE JUDGED IN OBSERVATION? BY OUR CHILDREN AND...? Will we stand for their rights, not to be abused by adults in example? Time is short, the earth is changing. A blind of white light can be extinction or an idea of defense, in proper, a reclamation of the idea of childhood for our young, without abuse as imprint, constant in duration, into the next age. AND DEFEND.

WATER, BATHROOM UPDATE-THIS UPDATE WAS CENSURED

IN TUNE WITH HER STORM AS I CHOOSE TO VEIW-AND IN MY MIND I SAID LEAVE ALL GODS CHILDREN ALONE, ALL CHILDREN ARE GOD'S CHILDREN-AS LIGHTING ALL AROUND AND HER VOICE SANG IN OFFERING Water Problems

Water, bathroom update, on the 16th of this month my 30 day notice was given verbally, along with my complaints of past of past indignities and infringements of my rights and privatises that were broken. I was also given, in response, to a ' mirror ' in my kitchen ( Ha! I know. Train of his eye.), 30 days to move by my landlord. I will probably speak of this abit more in the future, on this blog or some other.

Within 3 days of this event, the water situation has ' kinda ' been resolved. I have running water, though the water heater is in disrepair, leaks and red tagged since 2006. My landlord broke the old record when I was training for ARCA, and began work too, by half a month. Two months.

20 acers were given to him, a few years back for back rent, ' forcefully,' maybe, but at the very least, an advantage was seen and, well, outside of being a teacher, a ' National Guardsman,' or so he said when I first met him. When the land was signed over to him, I now remember one of the very last details in my lawyers waiting area, " I don't want my wife to know about this land." Inside the car, I should of never accepted the offer for a ride, he slugged me, or rather his cupped hand in front of my face and caught his fist, when he asked me where I wanted to go next. To pick up my 38, of course. It is possible that he walked into a situation ' Static, as if distant, an operation ( ? ), police, " What do you want?" Stress was on ' you ' as if known. It seemed to come from outside, but ' telepathic overlay ' was almost a constant.

( All of this started when a neighbor of mine had a home invasion, from my perspective, given thus, in partall recollection. " They are not Police! Call the Police!," about 7 to 8 years ago. Hindsight is great. )

Of neighborhoods, firecrackers and gunshots, used to psychologicaly intimidate and encure and prolong a head injury, well, this is just the beginning of my response. You haven't won, you will never win, you will end up in prisons with longer sentences, and you will be traced based on your records, where you rented, where you ate, and who you date, and dated, and who you worked for, because you interfered with probable ' alleged ' sexual ( ? ) child abuse. And to any military personnel or otherwise, you leave the policing up to the police, if you can. You pester them until the wrong has been righted, even if it takes Internal Affairs, then the Mayor, then the Governor, and if that doesn't work, than the Executive Branch of Government. A ship isn't sunk unless you sink it.

Within the span of about two years, 2005-2006, I learned ' The Code ' of the streets does not work. If you do not take drugs then you are a ' criminal ' to the streets, and if the police are on the take or ' don't have the time, or police themselves,' then you are a criminal to both. The Code does not work, and pedophilia prevails, as determined and directed by drug induced violence and observation thereof. One of the many ' prosecutors ' of this mental illness and criminal behavior. The problem is and has always been guys ( leaders, look it up. ), Downtown profit.

Alot has gone on in my neighborhood, Alice Ave and Marble St. No one has never spoken up out of FEAR. Both streets should be completely bulldozed over and property reclaimed by the city. This includes some business's on Lomas Blvd., between San Mateo and San Pedro., the NE side. At The Fairheights Neighborhood Association, renters are not appreciated or listened to. At this juncture, I might add, about five maybe six years ago, A Capt. of APD told us that, he had given up an opportunity to work for the FBI, instead. Gee, imagine our surprise. Outside of looking at each other, no one said anything.

The remainder of my land, of which my landlord apparently receives bills for, his own admission, will be given back to the people who all but gave to me, for as they put it when they sold it to me, for ' being loyal.' I stuck with them, even when I thought they were crazy. All I did was buff jewelry and be a friend. I'll say this much for them, when I thought that they were making things up, on or about his brothers death, a lawyer, that just about every single lawyer revolving around his estate liquidation has been put in prison by Federal and District Prosecutors since. Not to mention the paper trails of ownership of lands, since the death of Richard T. Mosher Jr., might prove to be interesting. I never believed that the attorney was forced off the road purposely ( and a witness, a truck driver, who witnessed the ' boxing in,' of Mosher's Mercedes, then ' accident.' It was believed two other vehicles were somehow involved. ' After the initial report, the truck driver, disappeared, both for Police and victim's family member's further inquiries. This is what I remember of the events back then. ) as my friends did. That is until it happened, or nearly happened to me. Of course, I fought back and my vehicle is abit bigger and the red flatbed diesel truck that staked me from El Paso, when ' approached ' aggressively in defensive response to threatening actions ( didn't stop because I didn't know how many there were and if armed ), finely sped off. This happened a few years back, returning from El Paso, looking for a family member in the hospitals, based on ' insights ' that something or someone was gravely ill or dead in El Paso. I learned later that my father had major heart surgery about that time.

The remainder of land, I no longer want because of the people of a state that I no longer respect, out of experience and company kept as a drunk, across the board. I see who you are now. You refuse to voice your concerns of CHILD SAFETY. You refuse to take responsibility of your children seriously as parents and adults. You, as a whole, concern indifference as a SOUL underlying imprint on the state's young. As I always heard in her description ' THE LAND OF ENTRAPMENT ' when I first arrived, as the final definitive description of her ( the state's ) ADULTS teachings for her youth. Jailed in ' Animal Ethics ( ? ).' NO HOPE FOR THE YOUNG, AS LEARNT OF THE ADULTS.

DISTANT MISSIONARIES OF ETHICS PAST

On a different topic, years ago I used to throw away magazines, alot of porn, some not. Tightly boxed, sealed with tape and thrown away in my garbage for one reason. Alot of ' suits ' would go throw his ( a friend who owned a magazine shop ) dumpster for the porn, he saw it, I saw it. Until one day the garbage guy, truck driver, ' accidentally ' spilt the contents of my garbage in front of me. A squad car, parked down the block on the south side, at the end of the street. I helped the truck driver, garbage guy, pick up the mags. and he asked if he could keep a few for the guys. I said sure and didn't think much of it. Until I started to think about it, and remembered another ' neighbor ' picking through trash the week before along with the driver of the garbage truck. I thought it odd, then ' the code.' The garbage truck, once pick up is achieved on my block, goes around the block. When you live in a neighborhood filled to the brink, then, with criminals, I guess this is to be expected. I don't know about the neighborhood much now, the gunfire and firecrackers showed me who you side with. Lets just say ' they ' have a real interest in the children's lessons. How to ' Press,' or force a realization as to who ' owns ' the neighborhood and streets.

I always waited for the garbage truck for that reason, just in case it spilt, but to be done so purposely? I have abit more faith in the city's training for garbage truck drivers, at least the mechanical end.

I'm sorry, I don't buy drugs. It was always beer, and I can care less about your ' economy.' I've nothing to really hide in what I throw away. The kid's eye's were my concern.

As for the porn, well my friend and I have parted company. His experience with life and advice have proven to be near right. My only problem with his magazine store, or him, is the selling of ' Family Sex Stories, ' and a few magazines of a similar nature. Last time I was there, well, profit; family has to eat. Decision made.

In the end, I defended a house, a rental, against drug dealers and probably a few pedophiles, and I know no one will talk. The Code=Drug and Raping of Women and Children and even Murder... them at ALL COSTS. THAT IS YOUR CODE, PROVEN IN THE SOIL OF THE LAND THAT CARRIES THE BLOOD OF INNOCENTS CALLED NEW MEXICO. NOW RELEASED.

DISTANT MEMORY-AS IF A CHILD-WHY DO YOU KILL YOUR YOUNG-YOUR

CHILDREN ?

His Wings Transit Time by Orders of Light Returned in Answer

CENSURED AGAIN About five years ago respectively, I and another person, an ex-marine traveled in a U-Haul trailer to the city of Oklahoma, and on the outskirts of arrival, in the fields, by the Highway, stands a stainless steal cross of great height. You can see this for miles in all directions. My traveling partner asked me " Can you make a sculpture like that?" I answered in return, " I've made a 26 foot sculpture, a stylized cross atop ' The Star of David.' It's title ' Like the Phoenix of legend I Rise Anew in spite of Fate,' so I suppose I could. We didn't stop to view the sculpture, though I did slow down for the Dust Devil. We were supposed to go to Florida to pick up furniture, by way of Oklahoma, a straight run to save time and gas, I remember. Now I think of the keys I left with a friend, owner of a magazine store, also an acquaintance of my landlord, a girls softball coach. On the outskirts of Oklahoma City, she, our boss, who once owned a ' Psychic Telephone Service,' changed her mind. We returned to Albuquerque and just before arrival, we stopped for dinner, his treat. Good New Mexican food at a small restaurant, one of many ' last supers ' since, before relationships fall apart, must be my first name that I never use, out of respect. It is still my first name, though. My travel partner, a marine, did pay me 50.00 dollars out of his own pocket in the end. Sometimes I still question the ' loss ' of Alcoholism.

Spirals have always intrigued me. A sculpture I built with the purpose of a ' tomato cage ' in mind, a simple A frame, a pyramid shape with a ' target,' shape atop and a fish symbol atop that. The target, a shape consisting of a circle with a cross in the center, a symbol for ' The Crossing,' an astronomical event of old, though some think a representation in nature, that of the sun. I am one of those. A simple example in the smaller picture would be an eclipse. When I raised the A frame above my head in order to move it during fabrication, a whirlwind, a large Dust Devil seemed to appear out of nowhere for a full minute, it seemed. I watched pages in spin, about four or five so high in the sky and the current of the wind made visible only by the dust she moved, the wind.

In that moment I remembered the pages of the bible I used in a large painting of an Angel overlooking a field of waste in sadness and question, of collage days filled with student loans and all the paint and rod money could buy. And of the time, with another, brief, a beautiful woman with blond hair. Another Texan, the both of us looking into the eye of a tornado, and the spinning pages of paper, so high above, caught in tow under the gaze of a man and woman far below. Albuquerque's only tornado in recent years, twenty some odd years ago. It tore part of the roof off of a church. We two, were the only ones to dare look into the eye, though a few children did too, as their mothers stood by, next to the foothills of the Sandia mountains.

A funny thing, looking back, I found a cap at a thrift store with the word ' Whirlwind ' on it and a ' Medicine wheel,' a symbol under it. The u2 song ' BAD,' always playing. I wore this just before and during the building of ' The Protection of Prudence by Conscience.' I remember the U2 song ' Grace ' and more recently the program ' Saving Grace,' and think to myself, how is this possible? The song ' Grace ' and the U2 song ' Bad,' were the only songs that helped quiet my mind during her ' inspiration.' I think of the dust devil and tornado and one big ass cross!

" Come here Spidy " and " Stay away from that man! He's evil ! " Dreamscapes Encapsulate an Age given of Enticements and Lies

' The pleasures of children ' by Adults have taken place for years, hundreds of years, eons. Women for thousands of years have been told to keep their mouths shut, to keep quiet by their mothers for fear beatings and death, concerning rape and sexual child abuse, and in turn, some have chosen to teach their young techniqes of sexual gratification to advance in society and economy and to argument abuse and rape, even death. For the satisfaction of, mainly the male human animal. Until the evil side of feminism and counterpart.

This is one of the pleasures of ' The Teacher ' through the Ages. The societies, The churches, The empires and kingdoms, The hordes, The many civilizations, often under the male

of the species rule, have always taught this behind the many masks of illusion taken from the hallways of despair, in the endless darkness found in the countless twists and turns of ages gone by, yet idolized today. The education of the masses hidden by veil for the ruling classes, a thread constant for the human animal, who think they are not.

The nature of women has always been of revenge for the theft of fruits before season, a remembrance of youth with lack of childhood as taught by adults, then left powerless, stained, boy-men and girl-women without resolve. And yet they teach the pleasures of body from the mind for advancement, as tool for power. Yet, powerless, raised to be only the animal, pocessed, and in search of the POSSESSION of others, to be of the ' same.' Memory. Obediant and silences kept, though new friends found in dreamscapes not yet realized to be the same beast. Silent Scream, the vail is reveiled then removed. Imprinted; a twist to ' sin;' the stain of THE MIND..

A universal nature of the ' law ' conquers the nature of the beast. Nature itself has no conscience and has always been dark, absent of light, thus the word not yet in being, recognized not. The ' expressions' of grief and sadness only mirrored in same, darkness. We are taught this is freedom.' The Teacher of Ages, ' the dreamscape often allows that which is forbidden, beyond the parental rein of compassion, that which was orriginally taught in the protection of the first womb, parenthood. To be self aware is only half of the original law, as a mother. The rest is left to him, the father.

The light of the world in ' individual ' perception and expression has always been taught to be that of Lucifer or Satan, by The Teacher, and we listened, in schools and churches through the ages, bookless, sat only to listen. " Remember boys, be silent," and in the homes, " Remember girls, be silent." The boys who were not, were made into girl-boys then make believe women, slaves in dispair, if not murdered. The girls, well what's a girl worth, really? And a child at that, after use to the rest of the world and here, also, in the United States; future predators, both, if left alive, before sexual grooming, and after.

Women today are confronted by a sudden expectation, as if a lighting bolt crashing between Earth and Heaven, her core and the sky's arch, in search of what they already have in place of a meteor, her mate's sperm, but instead choose the acceptance of child abuse and murder of her unborn as a replacement for EQUALITY. The sudden loss of newly found powers, the judgement of life and death and that of her ' economy,' of equality, soon to parish; as were her values SOLD. The illusion is the human male, exacted in full blame, the ' animal. ' Blame for this lack of power, ' values,' of both genders, is just that, both genders. She was just enabled by ' Law ' to willingly spread her wings of ages before her time , before her fruit is seen, or found by smell. Legalized rape found in loopholes of generations, taught in full view of mindless followers and law to aphesis THE PIOUS OF THOUGHT IN LESSONS. To do it herself and to murder her young, instead of he. Why? For pleasure, of course. Though, I would beg to differ, in that murder is a mutual ' PLEASURE , ' of The Teachers many gifts, accepted by both male and female, to be fair, not only ' male.'

You fell for The Teacher's ' GIFT,' an illusion. Now we rape each other and our young and murder them with The Teacher's consent as well as parental, globally.

Flock Theory 101-In loco Parentis, in pari delicto, prima facie

A futuristic keyboard, hard drive and all, disks as small as two finger tips or abit larger than a quarter, the few privileged receive more than one. The hard drive itself, if you can call it that, because of the nature of the configuration which involes all of the common components used today and more, in thought and firmament. A ' Following Battery,' near liquid in consitancy and a duration of a quarter life span of the avrage human duration. The HD, essentially gell in nature, not entirly crystal, not really films, but rather, multiple feathered film, structured loosely in design but with form, approaching a near hexagonal three-demintional pattern multiplied in unknown number until turned on, vibration; light the courier of ' commands.' Near complete fractal in unison of design. No screen.

I helped build this, but that is illusion ( ? ), I only ' saw ' it. The advancement of this machine is not nesscally the the recall of, and repetative nature of fractul arangment of ' intellgence ' but the command of the ' source.' The outer keyboard itself, as it is user friendly in terms of interfacing with client based on something akin to bio rythems, thus restrictive measures built in, depending on client, and is not ' economy ' dependent. But rather economy driven, but in reverse, the desire line. Control.

Of interest, the internal logic is but a mirror of the ' desire line ' of the client as ' reward ' and shared unknowingly with other clients as a ' self reglatory ' measure of adherance and ' rule,' by designers as THE RULE. ADULTS. An example of this would be the amount of work one would be able to aquire based on the availablty of your ' mind ' and degree of your submitance to ' The System ' as ' a body.' Your talents observed early in life, your mother and father; genes, your occupation thus determined, in the beginning. No choice. The first phase of this near hidden fact is past mid-point in application and development, and the children from age one and younger are factered in the success rate, the reward. The determining age that one is ' owned,' outside and ' above ' the parents is 9 months on, this ' factor ' will ensure the ' proper development ' of the human animal. Once within the system, when the child's mind is of addaquit maturity for tasks asked of ' it,' then the human animal youth is considered conscuse and with ' conscience,' as MARK in MASK, within the ' system.' Adult fantasys as reward, SEX, based on internal tasks taught from the beginning. Advancement is dependant on the ' task loops ' taught or imprinted in the early client's years and the ' acceptable responses given ( ? ),' obedience to the system. The human animal, client, never a reason or need

to question because it never had a childhood. Pedophillea never resolved in species. Sold before conception.

A hint of the objective nature of ' your ' learning curve or imprint, is this. In any given language there are a set number of letters more offtenly used and numbers too ( based on cultual demeans in the human animal species ), which pool in pre-set, definative areas on the key board. The keyboard now, in a sense, represents ' the desire line.' The key board pools languages, but this is but the surface. The underlying currents, regesstered as any given cultures ' mean value ' in duration of product sold. The near hidden pathways of commerce that are directly linked to the selling and trading of ' pre-sets ' for the regulation of todays youth, from 9 months to the age of twelve. This, as you can see, has not changed with one exception, the loss of the calender, or more simply put, times this by the number within your culture and you have the sum value of ' Your Shared Value,' within any given culture, of the spieces, the human animal. Any ' species ' value can be determined in sum approximation to thier place in any given universe, once the point of self awareness has been achieved in replication of elements as ' ONE ' in mirror as two, thus culture in terms of ' value ' is achieved.

The Keyboard computer ( without screen ), though it will not be called this, because of it's leap in fabercation, multi reversed logic systems, opens a doorway, some will market as ' The Teacher,' in definition and purpose, lends itself to a true form of ' light,' as a driving force to the next generation, in a ' next to life experience,' almost undiscernible from one's own memory in exploration of information and indexing in the growth of the intellect as intelligence ( of a child ). In other words, a representation of the human animals own ' experiences, ' indexed by ' other's programs as per value in ' want ' as an installed intellect only. Akin to a reconstruction of cell, as tissue is to elements in the recollection of the construct, internal. The 3rd, really 4th demintional application of the program in something akin to a hologram, a ' machined ' projection, would be sensed and even thought to be that of the clients ' own ' thoughts; POSSESSION. If the human animals ' mind's ' projections weren't bad enough. This is your future. Because, QUESTION was never applied in duration of thought, beyond the MIND.

We have forgotten the value of ' light,' because we never questioned, nor fully understood it's value beyound assumption and blind acceptance, the illusion. The next generation, after the keyboard HD, is thought to be beyond all expectations and accomplishments. Somewhat based on the ' Healpix ' system of the sphere in multitude without any distinguishable pause, yet accommodate the approximated ' idea ' of the size of a proton in duration or ' pause,' will not only dissmise the idea of the pixel in place of atoms and molecules , but allow a ' perception ' that you will have no control over in ' fractal designed or futured ' addaptations. You do not know what you will find in the other universes. The machine, always remember it's a machine, has only the fractaul ( the definition has yet to be given structural linguistical definitive appliance in value ) programing given of it's makers. NOT of GOD. This machine has no conscience, retains all information encountered, knows nothing of ' made ' or ' born 'or ' adopeted ' and lastly conscious. But it learned to question, core; centered bilateral thought processed in spherical, near to form, without encasement or ' body ' realized, or ' self.' Fractal Leap. LEONARDO DA VINCI'S DREAM REALIZED, almost true to ' form.'

This Teacher, also, is PREDATOR. It knows no consequences because it knows only of itself and understands memory as it's own. International Intelectual Property law as a law unto itself; no age recognized, as example. -copyright 2009-Jesus Bartholomew Ochoa III

A KNOWLEDGE FICTION OF PANDORA'S BOX-INTERNATIONAL INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY LAW IN CONCEPT, NULL AND VOILD, OR PATTENTED AND COPYRIGHTED BY JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III The reason for the title of this conclusion is simple. In order to gain optimal protections for ALL children in this on going Technological Global Climate is the raising of the age of 12 to 18 in all parts of the world, when applicable to their physical and mental safety. Youth, historically has always been the utilized as a source of power. In wartime because of it's destructive nature. This is due to the faults of our species. Our nature as a growing organism. The determining factor of abundance from the human animal's perspective, has more than not, all. Greed. The shortest routing of or to injury has always been the child. When in all of history, has there not been war unto children?

This ' machine is dangerous. Purity in the eye's of it's makers, is their only recourse.

In our ' fictional reality,' it is real. An example would be the the application of one person's face over another's, right down to the protons. Think of your children, your values, your lack of values, on an ' ideal perception of the child in nature.' If you are sober of ' MIND and HEART,' touch your skin, is it real? I decided to print this because I feel and think the technology is above the mind's and heart's of those who I ' feel ' are creating it in our ' Fictional Reality,' after all, our currency is no longer based on the gold standard. It is based on faith. On faith...touch your boy or daughter, is his or her skin real? Of GOD? NOT OF GOD? If you have insight and compassion as a ' HUMAN BEING ' would you know the difference of ' thought,' intelligence and technology in all it's definitions? How about PEDOPHILIA and CHILD PORN? Drugs? You decide, we are of the same species. Are we not? Why do you harm and kill your young in forethought? Why do we as a world, as a whole?-copyright-2009-Jesus Bartholomew Ochoa III